u/obsidianthing

My partner of 4 and a half years left me, and left me in Canada where we moved together where I'm building my life from literal scratch now. I feel defeated by my lack of work, home or any kind of stability on top of heartbreak. He left because he is very sick himself and I cry for him every day. I adore him and its tearing me apart. I do not believe in god. Prayer is hard for me. Hearing people say its all part of God's plan makes me angry. Everything is so hard. I'm doing all the right things and am called a pistol in AA because I'm so committed to the work and to service but I'm dying inside. I feel awful.

Brit in Toronto looking for any kind of distraction and to connect with people that open my mind or just want to talk. Dealing with fresh heartbreak, trauma and loneliness.