I am decluttering. I have too much stuff. More than I can manage. It's exhausting to go through thing and make decisions. The things I have not let go of still feel overwhelming. I want to be done with this. I want it to be over. I want to live a normal life.
I am so tired and beaten down. I am worried I have no life. I am worried I am wasting the youth of my life. Sometimes my grandmother has good days and I think it's all a ruse. She has always been manipulative and mean so this could be an extension. I'm so tired I feel like I have dementia. Feeling hopeless...
I am getting rid of stuff, it's a mess. My relationships are a mess.
I am looking for a personal chef for regular meal cooking and prepping. I love food and cooking. I am currently caregiver for my grandmother, she is mostly bed bound. It's the two of us, and I find my diet slipping the more I tend to her. I don't want to stop being able to care for her so I am looking for something to take off of my plate. Any guidance would be appreciated. I have never looked for something like this.