being born a woman is the worst punishment
Sorry for my stupid thoughts, but I will never forgive myself for being born a woman. I seriously don't see anything good in femininity and girlhood. I hate that everything that is considered an achievement for a woman is natural for the average man. I hate how weak I am. Even boys from elementary school are taller than me. I hate my wide hips, I hate that even despite all my efforts, I can't gain muscle. I hate periods. I don't know why, but I feel like sex is humiliation for a woman. Nature doesn't even allow women to enjoy sex without humiliation and pain. I hate the way society perceives women. I hate how women are sexualized everywhere, it just makes me feel ashamed of my body even more. I just want to die. I can't even look at pictures of men. I keep looking at their broad shoulders and I want to cry. I WANT BROAD SHOULDERS. It's such agony.
(Random ahh picture sorry)