I’m like 4’10, I’m probably the shortest person everywhere I go. I’m not even 4’11. I got bullied a lot for my height in hs. I just think no one will ever like me. I think my face is average and with makeup I look better but my height is the main issue. I’ve posted here before and you guys said it’s fine for a girl but honestly in real life it’s not. Guys like girls from 5 and some 4’11 but I’m below that. It’s tough to date and even hard to make friends cause girls are pretty judgmental. Like they judge way too much or at least the girls I was surrounded by. I’m 20 now but haven’t made any friends, I’m lonely but I’m scared that people will judge me. It’s not only about men’s preferences and friends but i can’t even accept myself. Like I feel uncomfortable and like an alien around girls. I don’t feel normal because I’m too short. I hate my height sm. Idk what to do.
u/flowerbloomi
I got bullied, became depressed, developed few mental illnesses. No one accepted me. No one treated me nicely. Now 20 and still lonely. Failing college. I’m a failure. Why am I even here? Why can’t I be normal? I hate god. I thought he would fix things, instead he f me up. I’m so cooked in life y’all.
I hate my life so much. I keep asking him why did I go through that? Why me? Why didn’t I have a normal childhood? Normal teen era? Everyone around me were normal but I wasn’t. I was always mentally exhausted. Cried every single day. People mocked me every day. Where were he when I needed him the most? I’m still struggling and he’s not showing me mercy. I just want to die. I hate myself. I hate this world and all humans. I’m losing my mind. I’m exhausted. I’m so done.
I’m on meds for depression. It’s hard for me to go out and interact with people. It’s hard to make friends as an adult.Everyone is busy with their lives. Any ways how can I attract friends and have a social life? My life is boring and I hate it. I want genuine and compassionate friends. Do you guys know any spells for that?