My God I am SO SO SO sick of EH 😭 I will literally eat a TON then feel like I haven't eaten anything no matter how much I just ate I'm still underweight and I hope it will stop once I weight restore but RN I'm eating 3k+ calories a day and God is the ED kicking and screaming
I'm not talking "oh I had seconds at dinner uwu" I'm talking actually extreme feeling overfull but like you can't stop crazy refeeding EH I low-key just wanna feel less shit about what I'm eating 😭
I feel out of control even though I know extreme hunger is expected in recovery I'm sooo tired of being hungry 24/7 even when I'm physically full I still want to eat for reference this is kinda a look at a average day
Breakfast: 2 large potato bakes with ketchup and a cinnamon raisin English muffin
Lunch: a TV dinner microwave meal (not a diet one a actually good one)
Snack 1: 2 thick slices of banana bread with whipped cream
Snack 2: birthday cake drizaliishas
Snack 3: a rice crispy treat
Snack 4: a built puff bar
Snack 5: a chocolate chip cookie dough David bar
Snack 6: a HUGE bowl of cereal (possibly 2)
Snack 7: chips
Dinner: 2 servings of Mac and cheese with peas
Snack 8: more banana bread with whipped cream
Snack 9: a ice cream sandwich
Snack 10: chips
Snack 11: a rice crispy treat
Snack 12: another massive bowl of cereal
I just feel so guilty and out of control :( anyone else have a similar experience?
I feel out of control even though I know extreme hunger is expected in recovery I'm sooo tired of being hungry 24/7 even when I'm physically full I still want to eat for reference this is kinda a look at a average day
Breakfast: 2 large potato bakes with ketchup and a cinnamon raisin English muffin
Lunch: a TV dinner microwave meal (not a diet one a actually good one)
Snack 1: 2 thick slices of banana bread with whipped cream
Snack 2: birthday cake drizaliishas
Snack 3: a rice crispy treat
Snack 4: a built puff bar
Snack 5: a chocolate chip cookie dough David bar
Snack 6: a HUGE bowl of cereal (possibly 2)
Snack 7: chips
Dinner: 2 servings of Mac and cheese with peas
Snack 8: more banana bread with whipped cream
Snack 9: a ice cream sandwich
Snack 10: chips
Snack 11: a rice crispy treat
Snack 12: another massive bowl of cereal
I just feel so guilty and out of control :( anyone else have a similar experience?
I feel out of control even though I know extreme hunger is expected in recovery I'm sooo tired of being hungry 24/7 even when I'm physically full I still want to eat for reference this is kinda a look at a average day
Breakfast: 2 large potato bakes with ketchup and a cinnamon raisin English muffin
Lunch: a TV dinner microwave meal (not a diet one a actually good one)
Snack 1: 2 thick slices of banana bread with whipped cream
Snack 2: birthday cake drizaliishas
Snack 3: a rice crispy treat
Snack 4: a built puff bar
Snack 5: a chocolate chip cookie dough David bar
Snack 6: a HUGE bowl of cereal (possibly 2)
Snack 7: chips
Dinner: 2 servings of Mac and cheese with peas
Snack 8: more banana bread with whipped cream
Snack 9: a ice cream sandwich
Snack 10: chips
Snack 11: a rice crispy treat
Snack 12: another massive bowl of cereal
I just feel so guilty and out of control :( anyone else have a similar experience?
don't get me wrong I LOVEEEE grilled cheese with tomato soup and I would probably choose it in most circumstances BUUUT a nice grilled cheese on sourdough dipped in a cup of hot coco on a winter day hits HARDDDD