u/Unaccompaniedbyminor

Got SA ed yesterday.
Again.
On a date.
I wanted to be wanted by someone.
Anyone.
Just to forget the pain momentarily.
Of loosing you.
Of rejection by you.
Of being not chosen, left out by you.
Instead got more pain.

I guess worked in a dark way.

I don’t what I feel now.
I don’t know what to feel now.
I don’t know who to talk to.
I don’t even want to.

All I want is to just loose my listless body in your arms.
All I want is to just your hug.
All I want is you.

Wish you were still here.

Is there a Discord server or Telegram for active listeners or support groups based in the EU (I am from the Netherlands)? Most resources available are US-based. I am on the waitlist for therapy, but I am looking for urgent, affordable online support. I am finding it really difficult to keep my focus in my job and in a really dark place rn.

All I want is just someone to talk to, and rn I have no one who cares about me.

Is there a Discord server or Telegram for active listeners or support groups based in the EU (I am from the Netherlands). Most resources in the Wiki are US based.
I am on the waitlist for therapy, but I am looking for urgent affordable support.