u/Takoyashhh

Maybe it's the midnight blues, I'm in my most vulnerable state.

Yesterday, I posted na palagi ako nagpapray para sayo, ikaw yung laman ng kwento ko kay Lord. I keep on praying na masagot ni Lord mga dasal mo and I know isa doon ay makapasok ka sa nationals (athlete ka) and to find someone who will support and love you.

And nakita ko na nagparinig ka sa notes, you like someone. I pray na maging successful yun pero... may part sakin na sana ako yun (lol alam ko hindi ako!)

Again, di ko dinadasal kay Lord na "I pray that he's the one." But I admit, sometimes gusto ko ayun yung dasal ko, sana selfish ako to pray that kaso ayoko. Ayoko ipilit ang mga bagay.

I pray for him to be loved beyond what he prays for.

And a part of me wishes it could've been me.

God always answers my prayers, I know, A.

I guess praying for someone is a form of love language. That's how I show my love to family, friends, and even my crushes.

I remember, for about 2 years (from 2023-2025), I prayed na "sana may taong magpapasaya sa crush ko." After he rejected me, I prayed to God to give him someone who would give him the happiness, comfort, and peace he deserves, as I know the start of his college was very chaotic.

And bwala! God gave him a loving partner.

Second, after multiple failed and toxic relationships of my closest friend, I prayed to God for a few months to give her someone who would make her feel validated and let her have a healthy relationship.

And bwala! God gave her the happiest and healthiest relationship she ever had.

Last, I prayed for my dad to give him the promotion he deserves, since he was praying for that position for almost 20 years. Pinagdasal ko yun and nagpapasalamat ako kay God na binigay niya yon kay dad.

I know you're praying to God to give you someone you could lean on, and that you wish to enter the national team, A.

I saw all of your IG notes, masakit, obviously. Hindi ako yung pinapatamaan mo doon, and I know hindi ako yun. Di mo ako type, sabi nga nila "Wag ka na mangarap teh!" and I know hindi rin ako physically appealing no! (Few times nga lang tayo nag usap as athlete-photog pa, work lang talaga) HAHAHA

And now, bilang love language ko, you became part of my prayer. Hindi ko dasal kay God na maging "tayo," since ayoko ipilit sa Kanya yon. Ang dasal ko sa Kanya ay masagot Niya lahat ng dasal mo.

"Sana mahanapan mo siya Lord ng partner na nandyan palagi sa tabi niya at mamahalin siya. Sana worth it lahat ng trainings niya at makapasok sa nationals."

Hellooo okay kakatapos lang ng Tagisan, would like to ask ano tots niyooo?