I thought this would be a fitting subreddit to post it in due to the journey I've been on.

Without getting into it, rough upbringing between ages of 14-26.

The last few years between 28-32 in particular I've done a lot of internal work. Therapy. Health. Yadda yadda.

Life is a lot better now.

I've moved to a coastal town in Central America from Europe.

I'll be here for the next 2 years. I just want to live a beautiful new life that I feel I missed out on in my twenties. I know I'm getting older but this is the perfect time to do it.

I want to also have a calm nervous system, to be relaxed, to genuinely love/accept myself to connect with others on a deep level.

I want to meet new people, share meals, go on adventures, kayaks, paddleboards, rock climbing, meditate, learn kundalini stuff, try yoga, try sports, create, try pottery, make music.... All this stuff but with good people!

I spend most of my time at home working. Go out for a run / swim in the ocean. Gym. Errands. Supermarket.

Does anyone have advice on making this change in life?

I thought this would be a fitting subreddit to post it in due to the journey I've been on.

Without getting into it, rough upbringing between ages of 14-26.

The last few years between 28-32 in particular I've done a lot of internal work. Therapy. Health. Yadda yadda.

Life is a lot better now.

I've moved to a coastal town in Central America from Europe.

I'll be here for the next 2 years. I just want to live a beautiful new life that I feel I missed out on in my twenties. I know I'm getting older but this is the perfect time to do it.

I want to also have a calm nervous system, to be relaxed, to genuinely love/accept myself to connect with others on a deep level.

I want to meet new people, share meals, go on adventures, kayaks, paddleboards, rock climbing, meditate, learn kundalini stuff, try yoga, try sports, create, try pottery, make music.... All this stuff but with good people!

I spend most of my time at home working. Go out for a run / swim in the ocean. Gym. Errands. Supermarket.

Does anyone have advice on making this change in life?

I thought this would be a fitting subreddit to post it in due to the journey I've been on.

Without getting into it, rough upbringing between ages of 14-26.

The last few years between 28-32 in particular I've done a lot of internal work. Therapy. Health. Yadda yadda.

Life is a lot better now.

I've moved to a coastal town in Central America from Europe.

I'll be here for the next 2 years. I just want to live a beautiful new life that I feel I missed out on in my twenties. I know I'm getting older but this is the perfect time to do it.

I want to also have a calm nervous system, to be relaxed, to genuinely love/accept myself to connect with others on a deep level.

I want to meet new people, share meals, go on adventures, kayaks, paddleboards, rock climbing, meditate, learn kundalini stuff, try yoga, try sports, create, try pottery, make music.... All this stuff but with good people!

I spend most of my time at home working. Go out for a run / swim in the ocean. Gym. Errands. Supermarket.

Does anyone have advice on making this change in life?

I thought this would be a fitting subreddit to post it in due to the journey I've been on.

Without getting into it, rough upbringing between ages of 14-26.

The last few years between 28-32 in particular I've done a lot of internal work. Therapy. Health. Yadda yadda.

Life is a lot better now.

I've moved to a coastal town in Central America from Europe.

I'll be here for the next 2 years. I just want to live a beautiful new life that I feel I missed out on in my twenties. I know I'm getting older but this is the perfect time to do it.

I want to meet new people, share meals, go on adventures, kayaks, paddleboards, rock climbing, meditate, learn kundalini stuff, try yoga, try sports, create, try pottery, make music.... All this stuff but with good people!

I spend most of my time at home working. Go out for a run / swim in the ocean. Gym. Errands. Supermarket.

Does anyone have advice on making this change in life?

Anyone been on a bit of a "lonely chapter" in their 30s?

I'll cut the fluff. Grew up in unfavourable conditions. I don't have family.

This led to a weird upbringing fending for myself young.

Anyways, I'm now 32. I moved to a new country 2 years ago.

I've done so much "healing" and it's been incredibly rewarding. Absolutely necessary.

But I am by myself. "Lonely chapter".

I'm watching coachella right now live on YouTube and just thinking life is passing me by everyone is living and I'm just trying to remember who I was as a child. Not saying it will be forever. Infact I've been pushing myself to do more lately to get into the swings of things.

But it does feel necessary as I said. I'm in therapy. And just changing my life.

IDK I'm tired. Anyone else?