u/Strange-Bad-3212

My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 10 months now. We met in highschol and we had undeniable chemistry but were just friends, since I had a boyfriend at the time. I never liked my ex and was just in the relationship because I wanted a bf ( terrible ik). After we broke up i would yearn for my current boyfriend but he had a girlfriend. We didn’t talk for two years then he texted me and we rekindled. When we started talking I was talking to a guy at the time which ended because he called me a bich.

While my current bf and I were talking I told him from the beginning that I would only consider a future if he were Christian and don’t want to lead him on if he doesn’t believe in God (just my standards wouldn’t try to convert someone against their will). We kept talking and he asked me to be his girlfriend and ignored my request. I told him it wouldn’t work then he had a crazy encounter with God and followed Jesus on his own will while we weren’t together.

I have terrible anxiety and think o have relationship ocd, so I’m always overthinking if we will work out, if I love him, and all the small things he does. He is definitely more affectionate than I am but I just don’t know how to know whether to stay in the relationship. Wrote a tl dr

My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 10 months now. We met in highschol and we had undeniable chemistry but were just friends, since I had a boyfriend at the time. I never liked my ex and was just in the relationship because I wanted a bf ( terrible ik). After we broke up i would yearn for my current boyfriend but he had a girlfriend. We didn’t talk for two years then he texted me and we rekindled. When we started talking I was talking to a guy at the time which ended because he called me a bitxh.

While my current bf and I were talking I told him from the beginning that I would only consider a future if he were Christian and don’t want to lead him on if he doesn’t believe in God (just my standards wouldn’t try to convert someone against their will). We kept talking and he asked me to be his girlfriend and ignored my request. I told him it wouldn’t work then he had a crazy encounter with God and followed Jesus on his own will while we weren’t together.

I have terrible anxiety and think o have relationship ocd, so I’m always overthinking if we will work out, if I love him, and all the small things he does. He is definitely more affectionate than I am but I just don’t know how to know whether to stay in the relationship.

My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 10 months now. We met in highschol and we had undeniable chemistry but were just friends, since I had a boyfriend at the time. I never liked my ex and was just in the relationship because I wanted a bf ( terrible ik). After we broke up i would yearn for my current boyfriend but he had a girlfriend. We didn’t talk for two years then he texted me and we rekindled. When we started talking I was talking to a guy at the time which ended because he called me a b****.

While my current bf and I were talking I told him from the beginning that I would only consider a future if he were Christian and don’t want to lead him on if he doesn’t believe in God (just my standards wouldn’t try to convert someone against their will). We kept talking and he asked me to be his girlfriend and ignored my request. I told him it wouldn’t work then he had a crazy encounter with God and followed Jesus on his own will while we weren’t together.

I have terrible anxiety and think o have relationship ocd, so I’m always overthinking if we will work out, if I love him, and all the small things he does. He is definitely more affectionate than I am but I just don’t know how to know whether to stay in the relationship. Wrote a tl dr

Tl Dr :Reconnected with my boyfriend after years apart and now together 10 months. I made it clear I wanted a Christian partner—he later chose that on his own. I struggle with anxiety/ROCD and constantly question my feelings and the relationship, especially since he’s more affectionate. Not sure whether to stay.