
No plan. No idea what the goal was. No purpose. Just wanted to get outside & make something after a mental health crisis last month.
This is really my first time ever posting my “art” after some struggles with imposter syndrome.
Last month I had a nice little inpatient stay after “an attempt” and honestly hadn’t touched any of my art supplies (or really anything in my studio) for months so it actually felt nice to get outside again, get messy slinging paint, and just breathe some fresh air (well, aside from spray paint 😂) I had to force myself to do this but I’m glad I did.
I have no idea what I was trying to accomplish as I didn’t think it through before I started (on purpose), but looking back on it I like to think the spots of black symbolize my depression always trying to creep in, yet also maintaining my colorful and expressive personality😊 I refuse to give in now that I’m finally getting some color back in my life.