I have no reason to live, I've given up on my whole life
Because of this, I look at one point and think that it is best that I was never born
I can't watch it alone in my depression anymore. I made a serious mistake with my computer and there's no going back. I deserve the worst. To be in a dark room and come out because life has stopped for me. Is there any way back?
Am I an idiot?
I'm so embarrassed... 5 years ago I bought a Ryzen 5 3400g with 1x8GB RAM. I couldn't upgrade because I depend on my parents and there's never money, plus they're also paying for my college. I'm ashamed because I've been running this config for five years, paid 350 euros for it. There was a shortage back then, I was 17-18, there was barely anything available in my town, I thought it would be perfect... and I screwed myself. On top of that I have a weak PSU and an A320 motherboard. The one silver lining is that before this I had a crappy little laptop with an Intel Atom processor where literally GTA San Andreas was stuttering. My parents were skeptical about used parts back then, otherwise for 100 euros less we could've grabbed some Intel build with a GTX 970 or 960. I'm genuinely so ashamed of this because it's a garbage setup. Feel free to roast me and tell me what an idiot I am.
Maybe I should've waited until 2023-2024 when prices stabilized, but I'm a moron so now they're going up again. I'm just a complete idiot and I feel bad that my parents wasted money on this. Seriously feel free to insult me, I know I deserve to be exiled from society for this. I even fell into depression over it... SCREW YOU AI