u/Shoddy-Research-8354

I am so sick of acne now atp I feel like i should give up and nothing can help me

I'm 22 F. I have been getting acne on and off since I was 15. There were a few years that I did not just care about it and I let the acne grow on my face however it wanted to because I felt helpless. But recently, I became too conscious about it, thought of giving it a try and it's been eight months since I have left dairy products(except curd), changed my moisturizer to a gel-based moisturizer which is safe for oily acne-prone skin, changed my sunscreen to oil-free, changed my pillow covers twice a week, used a gentle cleanser, consistently been applying the gel formulation combination of adapalene and benzoyl peroxide, started eating super healthy, avoided sugar for almost a year haven't been eating any chocolates or ice creams or super sugary fruits or pizzas or burger or junk or anything, have been trying to control my insulin spikes (I eat oats in the morning to control my insulin spike and take a bit of amla powder in the evening to fight the inflammation inside my gut, although my gut is super healthy and I don't think I have any problem in my GIT). So basically, I have been controlling everything that is a known trigger of acne for about 8 to 9 months and honestly, the frequency and number of my acne breakouts has been reduced, but I still keep getting 2 or 3 breakouts here and there and it literally ruins my face. I feel so ugly and at this point, I feel like I wanna give up and nothing can help anymore. My routine right now includes using azelaic acid in the morning as a leave-on under moisturizer and sunscreen before I wash my face with water in the evening, and adapalene under moisturizer every night. Recently I started using chemical peels, Ordinary Red one, and honestly I got great results for my hyperpigmentation, but I naively used it too much, like once in five or six days, kept about 10 minutes. My skin is oily, so I thought my barrier is okay because my skin still felt oily especially in these summers, but then later AI told me that your skin can still be barrier broken and oily at the same time, so I need to reduce my chemical peel, give my skin a break of about three or four days, and then restart the routine without the peel for a while, using only azelaic acid and adapalene in my routine, which I have been following over a month or so now. I don't know at this point how I fkin get rid of my acne. What do I do to stop it? I don't even use makeup products anymore with the fear of it causing acne. I feel so frustrated and ugly all the time.

u/Shoddy-Research-8354 — 7 days ago
▲ 13 r/acne

I feel so sick of my acne atp I feel like Ishould give up and nothing can help me!!

Couldn't write it here due to a technical issue so I'm writing about the post in the comments.

u/Shoddy-Research-8354 — 7 days ago

I'm 22 F. I have been getting acne on and off since I was 15. There were a few years that I did not just care about it and I let the acne grow on my face however it wanted to because I felt helpless. But recently, I became too conscious about it, thought of giving it a try and it's been eight months since I have left dairy products(except curd), changed my moisturizer to a gel-based moisturizer which is safe for oily acne-prone skin, changed my sunscreen to oil-free, changed my pillow covers twice a week, used a gentle cleanser, consistently been applying the gel formulation combination of adapalene and benzoyl peroxide, started eating super healthy, avoided sugar for almost a year haven't been eating any chocolates or ice creams or super sugary fruits or pizzas or burger or junk or anything, have been trying to control my insulin spikes (I eat oats in the morning to control my insulin spike and take a bit of amla powder in the evening to fight the inflammation inside my gut, although my gut is super healthy and I don't think I have any problem in my GIT). So basically, I have been controlling everything that is a known trigger of acne for about 8 to 9 months and honestly, the frequency and number of my acne breakouts has been reduced, but I still keep getting 2 or 3 breakouts here and there and it literally ruins my face. I feel so ugly and at this point, I feel like I wanna give up and nothing can help anymore. My routine right now includes using azelaic acid in the morning as a leave-on under moisturizer and sunscreen before I wash my face with water in the evening, and adapalene and benzoyl peroxide combination gel under moisturizer every night. Recently I started using chemical peels, Ordinary Red one, and honestly I got great results for my hyperpigmentation, but I naively used it too much, like once in five or six days, kept about 10 minutes. My skin is oily, so I thought my barrier is okay because my skin still felt oily especially in these summers, but then later ChatGPT told me that your skin can still be barrier broken and oily at the same time, so I need to reduce my chemical peel, give my skin a break of about three or four days, and then restart the routine without the peel for a while, using only azelaic acid and adapalene in my routine, which I have been following over a month or so now. I don't know at this point how do I get rid of my acne. What do I fucking do to stop it? I don't even use makeup products anymore with the fear of it causing acne. I feel so frustrated and ugly all the fucking time.

u/Shoddy-Research-8354 — 7 days ago

So I'm shifting next week with my family and I saw an option for movers and packers 'porter' website and selected the items eg almirah wardrobe AC shoe rack storage bed etc. but I'm confused if they will also pack and move the stuff inside these items as well? Or do I have to arrange that by myself? In that case, I'm planning that if I take some time off and pack my stuff in big boxes myself then maybe I can just book a big truck with 2-3 laborers (saw this option at the same porter website too) instead of paying for packing everything bc at the end only we know how to pack/unpack our stuff. Will that work? Any recommendations are welcomed in the comments.

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u/Shoddy-Research-8354 — 8 days ago

2012- btd

2014- uv

2015- honeymoon

Honestly most of her good songs(and songs that actually have a beat or a rhythm or a good melody) are in these three albums she realised first, the ones she released later after these mostly are too sad and less melodious to listen and honestly it feels boring to me sometimes even if they may be lyrically stronger than the previous ones. For example normal f rockwell or chemtrails over the country club or ocean bvld... has only 2-3 actually melodious songs in the whole album. And this is coming from someone who likes literally all the songs very very much, LITERALLY ALL from born to die and ultraviolence album. I honestly feel btd and uw were her stronger work. I have a lot of hopes from stove.

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u/Shoddy-Research-8354 — 9 days ago

So I wanted to sort out all the possible risks of sleeping with my boyfriend. I have known him only for the last 2 months and we met on a dating site so I don't wanna trust him blindly with everything and want to prioritise my safety. We decided that we'll book a room or smth and this is my first time. I just want to ask those who have been threatened or know anyone who got threatened, how exactly do y'all get out of this situation? Does simply complaining in cyber help?

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u/Shoddy-Research-8354 — 15 days ago
▲ 2 r/beauty

My eyebrows are so thick and dense and for the same reason they grow back really quick whenever I trim. It's not like I cannot afford to go to the salon/parlour every week but it gets really inconvenient especially with my busy and unfixed schedules. I want to try doing my eyebrows myself and see if this works. Has anybody tried out these tools? How are they and what has your experience been with them? Does it affect your browhair growth too much once you start using them?

u/Shoddy-Research-8354 — 16 days ago

I had this og stainless steel basic bracelet that just got broken today. I bought it while I was on a trip in North India. I want to replace it and I see a lot of these flipkart and such apps but I have no idea which one I should trust with being anti tarnish. Any recommendations are really helpful.

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u/Shoddy-Research-8354 — 17 days ago