u/Shhrinvy

So here's the thing i have some sort of trauma from bullying in elementary to 7th grade (its the worst year ive ever been) back then, I was physically bullied, kicked and punched by boys in my class for an entire year. I never fought back, and those scars affect me deeply to this day

So i grew up in a neurodivergent household. My parents show clear signs of being ND, and as a result, my siblings and I struggle too. I have audhd, and I was bullied for being either too quiet or hyperactive. My sister is undiagnosed and went through the same thing.

My brother is already showing signs of being targeted. His only defense rn is crying and telling our mom. And guess what? our mom doesn't seem to care. When I was being bullied, she told me to just introspection and try to being 'kind' to my classmate It was frustrating. Heck. So i train my lil bro (9) to self defense 2 hours a day kinda intense, and he’s clearly not used to it, which makes me feel like I might be being too harsh. However, I’m terrified that if he doesn’t learn to stand up for himself now, he’ll end up like me

Having nd (neurodivergent) ruining my entire life, my mom stop go working bcs of it, we had a financial struggle, i had no friend when i was in elementary school and got bullied in 7th grade, lol luckily i can maskin like any other people in 8th grade< and stay alive until now, since i go to college its just getting worse i cannot adopt with the environment, My social anxiety is getting worse, i kept getting another mental problem it suck

I HATE EVERYTHING, I HATE EVERYONE, I HATE THIS WORLD, I REALLY HOPE IF ANOTHER TIMELINE EXIST I WOULD BE NORMAL IN THERE

been maladaptive day dreaming since i was in 6th grade. At first, it was fine, I only did it for about 3 to 4 hours a day. But as time went by, it got worse. Now that I'm unemployed, I spend almost 15 hours a day daydreaming. Between that and 6 hours of sleep, I only have a few hours left for basic needed (eat, shower, talk w family etc) i have tried everything, but the imagination just keep showed up no matter the time, place or activities