Is it possible to be addicted to sex. while still being a virgin?
Sorry just another random 19F here. Some of my background is I started watching adult content roughly four years ago. When introduced by a friend during a slumber party. It became hollywood for me over a few years as thats what I consumed during my leasure viewing time. No reality tv or sitcoms, just that.
In practice during I partook in closeted lesbian activities with my gal pals during sleepovers. Even gave my first BJ to my besties bf and also sucked his friend and another guy I worked with at an department store on several occassions.
Attempted sex with three guys this year that I dated that were all virgins but came up unsuccessful in them not measuring up to the task. This has resorted in me having these odd cravish dreams of me having sex in different stages of my current to mid twenties. Each is very detailed and almost like a well written plot. I worry these mental urges are going to direct me towards a forbidden rabbit hole of shameless lust with wouldn't put me in the best of life choices.