going on a late night walk rn and need lang ng kausap cos lowkey boring! we can talk about anything; i'm down to listen and hear you vent, as well as chika rin about myself!
down rin for late night kwentuhan once im done with my walk haha
about me:
- 5'5
- loves hearing ppl talk about themselves but i also love sharing stuff about me as well!
sfw only pls!
bat ang tatamad ng registrar sa dac? i went there for straight 3 days last week to process my add/drop classes (since i'm enrolling in a special class) and paisa-isa yung bigay nila ng mga need ko ipass and ipa sign sa program chair. PLUS they don't reply to emails??? my records associate replies once a day so i have to go to him pa PHYSICALLY to talk to him and isa lang din naman sasabihin niya. then when i pass that said requirement, may sasabihin nanaman sila na may need pa like wtffff?????? why not just say it all in all from the get-go instead pareho tayo napapagod dito!!!!
do better pls. like alam ko pagod kayo and all but that's your job.
It's been three years since we last talked. In those three years, I have always found traces of you everywhere I go. Maybe I am delusional and close to being insane, but if ever you’re still looking for an answer if I seriously liked you or not–I did, tremendously so.
I’ve spent the past years trying to hyper-analyze every interaction and conversation we had. Spent the last year building myself just so that I can present myself better to you, if ever we do meet again in the future. I think I've already spent enough self-wallowing over you, over the season of our life together that summer in 2023, and over the season of your life wherever you are in the universe right now. Bottomline is, I miss you. I still miss you. I don’t really care if my feelings have turned into something of an illusion or false belief–I’ll miss you regardless.
It’s been three years and you’re much closer to me now, and you’re also close to reaching your dreams of being a doctor. Just know that I’ll always be here on the sidelines cheering for you wherever you go. I’ll continue to look for your back in the midst of every crowd, I’ll continue to look for the smell of your perfume around Salcedo Avenue, and even to random strangers in the MRT. I’ll always remember the subpar excuses and conversations we’ve had, or how you looked at me with kindness when we were in line taking orders in a cafe, and how you patted my head as you headed home. I wish I could’ve savored those last moments we had. J, I don’t know how long I should wait, how long do I keep praying for your happiness and for us to meet again. If I wait, it will never be me. If I move on it will never be you.
Sometimes in the middle of the night, I think about forgetting what you look like, how your voice sounds when you call my name, or how strong the sillage of your perfume is–and honestly that scares me. The image and memory of you burned in my mind stopped from three years ago, but I still miss you like yesterday. All time ever do is pass, and all I ever do is remember. That is the role that I have come to accept. Remember you and move on. Whoever and whatever version of you that I will meet in the future, I know I’ll come to accept. The thought of giving up scares me, but I’ll hold on to this hope anyway, as if it’s the last. This isn’t just me wasting time, rather this is me trying to outlive and carry on these feelings that I harbor for you. I miss you. I hope you’re doing good wherever you are.
it's been a while since I’ve dated and I feel like if I don’t try to start talking to people again, i'll never get the chance to do so. so here’s me doing the first move to dating again! looking for something slow and casual, we can start as friends cause honestly I forgot how to date again lol. even though this is like dating 101 for me, i'm still hoping to form a genuine connection with someone <3
About me:
- 5’5 morena na kinda singkit daw
- cute din daw
- i play sometimes (valo, gacha games, mobile games)
- i love films, reading books, anime, i love going to art museums too
- slghtly active! I like taking morning walks, into going to hikes as well
About you:
- i hope ur funny and kind pero okay lang din kung nonchalant ka! opposites attract emz
- hopefully we have the same interests so we have things to talk about but I don’t mind naman if not cause I’m down to getting to know more about you. Hopefully taller than me as well
- i prefer if ur around my age but I’m also down to talking to someone older (max 29 ig)
- please nice and patient I guess? Since this is me entering the dating scene once again ahahhaa
let's talk, grab coffee or gala sometime if we vibe. ano, tara?