u/Sagiethefox

They found out and I had to show them, I know they wanna help but they are draining me

Why is my body shaped this way?? Like this isn't a human body but its shaped like one, also WHYYY can't i breathe underwater :< one of my kintypes is a hippocampus, its one of my 3 strongest. I feel longing towards the ocean daily and its just a lingering sense of fear and hatred. Hatred for where I am physically and fear because Im not sure why im here. Masks dont help, the only thing that does help is the ocean and yes im going to Florida in a couple weeks but this is unbearable, this kintype gives me the most dysphoria and I just miss my home man :[

Going on Twitter, or "X" has fucked me up, I got to curious and went on the sh side of twitter, now I feel so SO invalid because its all really bad depthshaming, now it feels like sh for me is more about going deeper instead of relief or coping, please help.

As a time4learning student, ive come to hate it. I dont recommend using it as it uses ai to grade, uses ai images and is over all mostly ai now

Does anyone else NOT ship shiguang??? Ive always seen them more as brothers.... I feel like such a poser man

how to hide cuts on arms? No "hoodie! Or makeup" replys please, hoodies are already crossed out and im unable to use makeup, I could try and get my hands on arm warmers, I just have been told ne wearing long sleeves while in Florida (mom knows btw)

Not much to say im drained right now but yeah like the title says, I need it and dad's upset with it

Does anyone else also randomly feel like they are every nonhuman thing ever? Ill have these short spurts of, im literally everything but human. I only feel like this occasionally, but I definitely have much more undiscovered identitys.

Hello! Im an alterbeing with lots of identitys and im here to share experiences and more :] ive been awakened for about 2 maybe 3 years, im very well educated and exept physical/biological alterbeings and full nonhumans! (As one)

My identitys/labels

Colorkin (subset of conceptkin)

Conceptkin

Holothere

Birdhearted

Fictionkin

Deerhearted

Infatherian

Omnitherian

Full nonhuman

And im still discovering more!

If you want ask abt me!

Like im an omnitherian but for me its less of "im all animals" and more or so "im an animal" and yes while im all animals my alterhuman identity is complex and hard to understand, so yeah? Could I be an otherpaw of lets say a highland cow or smth like a big cat? Even if i identify as those?

I hate having convos with my family about my problems, but mom wants me in therapy and dad's against it, I just need help on how to talk to them because im being forced too

So recently 3 people in my family found out I sh, I feel an intense amount of idek guilt? Anger? Idk but like, ive been talked with like 3 times now and its tiring, its not that big of a deal right? I know my mindset is horrible but I genuinely have convinced myself that my sh isn't that big of a deal. It makes me uncomfortable when mom stares at my sleeves or when my sister trys and gets me to open up, I HATE them knowing im struggling and they really want me in therapy and im not against it but dad's very VERY against the idea and it just causes fights. Then that makes me feel guilty, and I relapse. I really wish they didn't find out, they aren't mad but I hate this lingering feeling, I dont even know what to call it or describe it. Its just like, I know people are always thinking about me now and it makes me very uncomfortable. Like who cares if im "struggling" im prolly overreacting and victimizing myself atp. I don't want people to care about me or worry. I hate being a burden.

So, my sh got found out about, I had a massive panic attack in the car with my mom, and now mom knows like half my problems and so many people are like "you can talk to me" but yeah I fucked up and overshared

So im at my grandma's I have a habit of cutting when bored, I just relapsed and i have NO aftercare stuff, not even bandages, I heard someone walking and instantly pulled my pants up (thigh cutter) and it stings :( and i prolly just stained my pants but oh well, and on top of this, my mom just figured out I cut and has been looking at my arms all day (also arm cutter) so yeah :[

Uh tw for dysphoria and sh

I hate showers I hate them, they sting, they make me have to look at my body, and when im on my shark week im too scared to shower, im just scared of showers, I hate my body it hurts it stings idk what im even doing, I just idk. Im scared of showers and idk why, maybe im scared of my body?