Had labrum surgery on my right shoulder 11 weeks ago
Can go full on everything except overhand movements like lat pulldowns and pushing movements
Was wondering if I should keep cutting or gain a few pounds, currently weigh 156, 5ft10 18m
I don’t even know anymore, in the most unjoking way I think I’ve lost the plot in this whole thing, it’s gotten so bad time passed by so quickly, now I’m 2 years deep into this addiction everything is just getting worse. It’s so hard everyday, but who am I to complain, I’m doing this to myself. I hate that I don’t want to get better. I’m only a teenager, why can’t I be normal?
I feel like hating my own guts, depression and anxiety is more along the lines of this image, being 103.14159% honest
i feel like they don't even look deep at all and its driving me crazy. the shrinkage is eating me alive.
I always feel like people don't know how to act around me
is it okay to cut here? like on the rlly thin skin part on your hips?
I feel like they should be gone
It literally says no graphic images. A scar and a scab are two different things. A scar is healed and a scab is in the stage of healing. It says you can post images of scars and healed injuries. Does anybody else agree or am I just being crazy?
The scars fade but then I always come back to it, I tried very hard this year since they had all faded for the first time in a year
I really want to relapse right now but there's a weird feeling in my chest that I'm invalid for not going deeper. I'm a volleyball ball player which means if I cut my arms it's going to hurt like hell on the court. I also do not own arm covers. ( the last time I relapsed I had to borrow from a friend ) I want to go deeper to numb my pain but I'm afraid