I’m starting my job at McDonald’s tomorrow, I don’t really remember the training videos but I hope people will give me grace and teach me. I’m a very upbeat cheerful person, and I hope my coworkers will like me.
I’m pretty nervous, but I want to make a good first impression.
Okay so I had a psych evaluation some time ago, they were gonna diagnose me with adhd but because of my moms responses, they didn’t. To be fair, my mon thinks I exaggerate everything and I’m drug and attention seeking so no surprise there.
They said I am bipolar and present signs of emerging personality disorder.
But few months later I just disagree completely. I’m not looking for medical advice just venting but have you ever felt like a provider has misdiagnosed you?
Like god forbid at times I’m impulsive, restless, can’t sleep for long, speak fast, and have a lot of energy. What if that’s just who I am??? What if sometimes I just get like that.
The stuff they put me on makes me feel so much more dull and it’s sooo hard to start things. It’s like I want to but I just can’t. I want to work out, clean, do something productive but it’s like my brain is always stuck in this nope mindset
When I’m off the meds, yes I’m paranoid but I think I can work around that honestly, I just feeel so much more free like yes this is who I am. Although I am a lot more emotionally unstable and irritable.
I’m about to graduate, I have no idea how I’ll survive college, but yeah I stopped taking my anti psychotic and only take my anti depressant. Didn’t tell my mom. Who knows, maybe I’ll feel better.
Ok I’m done ranting
Pls lmk
Pls lmk
Ik the high is only like 15-20 mins. I want to hear yalls story
Ok so boom I was 13, started hydros, then xans, then weed and was drinking everyday , stopped the pills when I started hs, currently stopped smoking weed… but my friend he sold me some of his Adderall and it felt like something I’ve been missing my whole life. I felt focused, in control, calm, locked in, no thoughts, I felt energized, I deep cleaned my whole house, but I also take Wellbutrin and I had an energy drink… yeah not so good for my heart
But that’s as far as I’d ever go regarding stimulants. My grandfather was a crack head so I’m never touching coke.
I’m wondering, long term, what is yalls experience with adderall? I was so locked in forgot I even had a phone, I had no urges to doom scroll, like fahhhh
Downside: I am bipolar, my meds make me sluggish, adderall like takes everything away -anxiety, fatigue , etc. but I am a little worried I might go into mania… we shall see🤷♀️ I just want to feel alive. It’s like normal life is soooo under stimulating !!!
Do u ever feel like life is amazing you can’t sleep and your heart races with excitement? Idk lately life just feels so amazing like the ultimate gift. Anyone relate? I got school tmr but who cares
I’m a teen, I started working at a fast food place in the suburbs.. like it’s literally right across from the police station.
But I feel like someone is going to stalk me and follow me home and kill me.
I uber a lot, I’m not scared of the uber driver but I’m scared of a random like following me and stalking me and planning to hurt me.
Guys let me know if this is paranoia or like a legit thing to worry about.
Wait, should I be scared of the uber driver?
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How do you guys combat the sluggish feeling that antipsychotics make you feel???
lol it’s funny how I went from anti depressants to mood stabilizers to now antipsychotics which are the only thing that works💔
Im a junior in high school and I’m tired of feeling like a bum
Also the weight gain was crazy. Went from 113 to 135, so annoying bc my pants stop fitting LMAOOOOA
I got diagnosed with bipolar I think the beginning of this year, my memory is so bad. I’ve been prescribed many things but currently I’m on Seroquel and Wellbutrin.
Wellbutrin feels like nothing and seroquel helps kind of but I feel like my energy levels aren’t the same. Seroquel used to work, but I can feel the irritability coming back.
This is a bad idea but I was considering stopping my meds, trying adderall… in an attempt to feel something- ik horrible.
I just miss feelings alive and motivated and productive, I miss that part about mania. The paranoia and delusions not so much.
Wonder if anyone relate and what do you do to stay active, energized, etc.
Also my memory is so ass.