u/Puzzleheaded_Line210

I can’t seem to find a discord server specifically for the Antelope valley

I want to get multiple perspectives and learn as much as I can so I can understand myself better.

I’ve had some issues with my gender identity I don’t think I’m a woman I’m not willing to transition I don’t think that would make me more comfortable or change how I really view myself. I most definitely don’t feel like a man most of the time. I’m not genderfluid I don’t think it doesn’t really change like. Nonbinary fits I think it’s easy to understand and comfortable but I think I fit under demifem more. People can barely accept a 3rd option almost no one considers 27 to unlimited options as a real thing.

I saw someone post something about how their “boobs are to heavy and if someone could take them” my first thought immediately was that I’ll take them and that’s what led me here because really I guess I just don’t want to be different I want to fit in and be something easy to understand and not have to fight to exist. The thought of being very fem and identifying more with that is in my mind a lot and I feel like I’m denying that part of myself. I’m just not sure what to do.

I think I enjoy being a woman much more than I do being a man. Way too much to be comfortable saying I’m nonbinary. It just feels very difficult and scary to accept myself as that confront all of my beliefs and commit to that change. I like wearing makeup and nail polish and dresses. I’ve noticed I’ve naturally adjusted to more feminine body language and “emotes”? Play with my hair cross my fingers and I really don’t like facial hair I shave as often as I can.