u/Oh-cee-dee13

Should I idk

Remember in like late 2023-early 2024 Nessa said she was making a jazz album? My theory is that songs like girl in New York, (potentially) club heaven, and unreleased songs such as maneater, pretty young thing, 99 problems, and obsessed with me, would be on this album. I think Nessa decided to revamp the album into Aftercare and get new producers because she wanted a less dark album. What do y’all think about this? Do you think she will revisit this sound in her next album?

It’s been a long time since I’ve smoked nic, and damn I just gotta be honest the flavor is so much better. I usually smoke weed every day for the high, and I’m not the biggest fan of the flavor of weed itself, but nicotine I do enjoy the flavor more. I also felt a bit buzzed for a bit from the Nic, made me feel very relaxed and enjoyable. But now for the big question. Does that mean smoking less weed than usual right after smoking nic will make me more high? Have yall ever tried that before? Im trying to do a T break which is why I bought a geekbar and started smoking nic today, but the cravings for weed are coming back strong still, so idk if I should smoke a little bit of weed or what what do yall think. I hope this makes sense im not the best at wording 😭

My first post: https://www.reddit.com/r/BPD/s/5F3C4gajN5

Well, it’s been a few days now but i actually went on a date with a different guy today! It’s a friend that I’ve known for a bit but we both confessed our feelings the night before so we met in person for the first time. We’re not together yet, just in a talking stage. But he’s so sweet and kind and funny and he loves my friends. I’m trying not to get my hopes up, but I’m enjoying what it is for now :)

Honestly, I’m in loss for words and although my past self would’ve been freaking out right now, I’m used to it. I met this guy online, but he lives in my city and we’ve been planning to meet this weekend. However I got my hopes up, and thought everything was fine when we started dating. We FaceTimed for a long time, hours probably, and then he said he had to go to bed, so we hung up and went to bed. When I woke up in the morning, looking forward to saying good morning to him, he was gone on all platforms, he blocked me. Honestly I feel a bit lucky that this happened early in our relationship, but there were no warning signs. I don’t know why he blocked me and I may never know. It’s just frustrating and sad the way it happened, especially since I’ve been so lonely and looking forward to being in a relationship for a while now.

Yall I started eating healthy while having munchies and it really helips me eat healthier because when I have munchies I’ll eat anything….

ANY OF YALL NOTICE WHEN YALL HIGH AS SHIT LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW YALL CAN HEAR EVERY LITTLE DETAIL IN EVERYTHING??? Like omg I listen to a heavy metal very loud song and I can hear the quietest instrument VERY clearly yk what I mean?

I have a problem with listening to the same few songs over and over again and I want to branch out and listen to more artists. Some of my favorite artists right now are Lana Del Rey, Portishead, Massive Attack, and Nirvana. I’m open to literally any genre of music, except rap or metal! As long as I enjoy the beat, I’ll like the song, I’m def more of a production person than a lyrics guy.

Yall I took a live resin cart and I feel like shit I feel like I could throw up and now I feel like a big bouncy ball