What do I do in this situation?
Im 14f, and became an atheist at age 10, I was born into a Shi'a Muslim family. I told my parents and 9 yo sister about my athiesm at age 12. Which made them vissibly upset but they havent told any relatives or friends. And I have these childhood friends in india, who I last saw at age 7(I met one of them at age 3, the other at age 6) but now our moms talk to each other on the phone to us and we last spoke to each other on phone at age 9, that's all, and this summer I'm going to see them IN PERSON, and am planning to keep my athiesm and level 1 autism and me being a tomboy a secret. But I'm worried they may find out and it could potentially be a big deal since I remember ONE of my friends(who comes from a muslim family and is Muslim herself) had a mom who would freak the heck about religion a lot, like shouting at me when I didn't pray properly. and she may tell my friend to stop talking to me. What do I do if they find out any of those things about me? And I also have this maternal grandma who'll freak the hell out about my athiesm since I know at age 9 when I was simply not praying enough she said to not talk to her, she'll probably get EXTRA mad over this. What do I do about THAT? Edit: I Know this seems a bit overdramatic, like I'm not loosing rights or anything if they find out, but why I feel otherwise is cuz these are people who I GREW UP with, I feel love for them and feel hurt about the risk that they may cut me off for this.