How to actually "experiment" or realize you are ace?
Like... I don't wanna have sex, I don't feel ready for kissing people and I actually hate physical contact, I am autistic, I haven't had my first kiss, masturbation is ok but the idea of someone touching me gross me out and no one has got that far to make me feel confortable to be touched except for friends and of course just friendly physical contact, even a therapist said I should experiment but I really don't want to get laid.
I never felt like the wish to have sex with anyone in my life.