i crave somebody. i would love a deep friendship with somebody or anyone I can have an emotional bond with that's deeper than just lust. i don't know why it's so hard to find. nobody in person catches my eye and i must be too transparent because i don't seem to catch anyone else's eye either. it's pretty lame. i just wish someone actually felt something for me
i'm 16 from the Midwest of USA and I am currently homeschooled and i don't have irl friends. right now i finished my studying for the day and now I have nothing else to do and i really just want to yap with someone who can match my vibe . i'm into writing, true crime and I also play roblox and that type of fun stuff. this is just a vague description of me but if you're genuinely interested in getting to know me please feel free to dm sfw only :)
16f if it matters but i'm bored out of my mind and have been for awhile because i stopped posting on reddit for a bit but I haven't had any luck making friends irl. a long-term friend is something i crave the most but even a short conversation would help me tonight. show me your genuine personality if you're interested
so since i could remember i have always been kind of a cautious kid and i would avoid anything that could potentially hurt me physically or that might cause distress. when I first started elementary school i cried everyday until the third grade but i never enjoyed school because i would constantly be bullied for the way i looked and because nobody wanted to be my friend. so covid hit and everyone was doing online school but after quarantine i begged my mom to let me stay homeschooled because i was afraid of being bullied again and i was also terribly depressed and chubbier so i definitely didn't want to go. so after years of battling my depression and generalized anxiety disorder i have come to the realization that i'm not okay and i don't want to be alone anymore. i have missed out on so many potential good moments and i have become used to being indoors for days and weeks at a time while creating fake scenarios in my mind to cope with being so alone. i hate having to rely on immediate family members to keep me happy or to socialize with me when i'm lonely because i don't have anyone who i can trust enough to have deep conversations with and there's nobody else in my family who's in my shoes. i am 16 and i so desperately want a friend to relate to or to go places with. i even crave romance and physical touch but none of that feels realistic to me because I have never experienced anything of the sort. i don't know where to start. i don't know how to conversate. i don't ever feel comfortable speaking to people whenever i'm not directly spoken to because it feels scary. and i don't know where I can meet people my age in person outside of schools and i am considering going back in person after the summer but i know it's going to be challenging for me. if anyone has delt with something like this personally i would like some advice.
i have been feeling very bored and very lonely. no irl friends and I just want to have a fun conversation with somebody even if it's short. sfw pls
i don't really have any friends and want to talk to someone around my age. no nsfw