u/LavishnessAdept5594

I (20F) and my boyfriend (22M) have been together for 2 years now and we recently got in an argument over something i posted on tik tok.
Lately i haven’t been feeling as confident like i was when i was in high school or a teen, i don’t take pictures like that anymore and just haven’t been feeling like myself , a few days ago me and him went to disney. I had a white v neck top , black capris and i even did my makeup (which i haven’t done in a while) i took hours to get ready ( hair etc,) long story short i took a video of myself in the car because i genuinely felt pretty , posted it on tik tok and showed my boyfriend because he usually hypes me up saying i look good etc ,
his vibe changes like he’s upset
i ask him what’s wrong and he basically says he didn’t like the video i posted , says my cleavage was out and my top was “too much” and he was gonna tell me that before he went to disney and he decided not to. He said I was basically thirst trapping in the video and to watch what i post … I explained to him how i haven’t felt pretty in a while and wanted to post my face and said “so why didn’t you just post your face ?” long story short the conversation didn’t really go anywhere , we just solved it by having sex and i’m really starting to think i can’t wear certain stuff or post certain stuff without him getting mad and idk what to do i do love him but it’s just certain things that just really annoy me .

genuinely asking, I see a lot of people I about the skin care and other stuff. I have one Lip tint, the jellybean one and I don’t really grab it like that because it feels really grainy on the lips due to the glitter or maybe it was just that one shade that I have I don’t know thoughts?

I (20F) and my boyfriend (22M) have been together for 2 years now and we recently got in an argument over something i posted on tik tok.
Lately i haven’t been feeling as confident like i was when i was in high school or a teen, i don’t take pictures like that anymore and just haven’t been feeling like myself , a few days ago me and him went to disney. I had a white v neck top , black capris and i even did my makeup (which i haven’t done in a while) i took hours to get ready ( hair etc,) long story short i took a video of myself in the car because i genuinely felt pretty , posted it on tik tok and showed my boyfriend because he usually hypes me up saying i look good etc ,
his vibe changes like he’s upset
i ask him what’s wrong and he basically says he didn’t like the video i posted , says my cleavage was out and my top was “too much” and he was gonna tell me that before he went to disney and he decided not to. He said I was basically thirst trapping in the video and to watch what i post … I explained to him how i haven’t felt pretty in a while and wanted to post my face and said “so why didn’t you just post your face ?” long story short the conversation didn’t really go anywhere , we just solved it by having sex and i’m really starting to think i can’t wear certain stuff or post certain stuff without him getting mad and idk what to do i do love him but it’s just certain things that just really annoy me .