u/Idontexsit-

Dealing with abusive parents as a 17 year old lol😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

Its like society is praising people that should be doing their jobs as parents the bare fucking minimum, they decided to fucking breed and now they get praise for it and a holiday.

My mom abused me in many different ways where to the point im GOING to pull a knife on her crazy ass if she decide to hurt me or slam shit around cause thats what she likes to fucking do to scare me. I feel unsafe by both parents and i cant do shit about it cause society doesnt give a fuck about emotionally abusive/formally physically abusive parents.

Once I leave im cussing both her and my dad out and im telling them that theyre dead to ME. my older brothers are too since they dont want to admit the truth that both our parents is fucked up and abusive my brothers NEVER protected me from the harm my mom did.

Everybody in this house is fucked up. My fight and flight mode is off the charts. My mom is purposely ruining my chances in learning to drive and teaching my basic life skills both her and my dad

If they ever threaten me again im threatening suicide and I wont tell them how I will die. No one will EVER make me feel bad for being guarded and hate my parents, I seen and deal with these people EVERYDAY OF MY FUCKING LIFE EVERY OUTSIDER CAN GO FUCK THEMSELVES. I DONT CARE IF YOU DONT BELIEVE ME IM TRYING TO FUCKING SURVIVE.

Im 17F now. Way back in when I was in 7th grade I convinced my mom in letting me be homeschooled after getting bullied so bad I started starving and harming myself. My parents didn't make it any better after I gave signs if not being okay. My dad asked if I provoked those kids. Not showing any ounce of empathy.

Was homeschooled for a year which was the year I was mostly neglected in, and my hair was thinning and falling out, I genuinely believed I was gonna end it all in that year. I witnessed my mom do countless of insane shit infront of 12 year old me without a care now I hold this bodily feeling of dread everytime im near her even when shes in a good mood.

(My dad wont take custody of me cause he thinks mother's and daughters should always bond even tho I told him how much I am scared of that women)

Watched her scare our former cat on purpose damn near KILLED him by trapping him in a rusty and dirty carge where it had piss and shit on it I took my cat out of it just to see his bones were showing and he had a scar under his fucking paw. He was only comfortable of me giving him a bath,

(i tried to do so much for that sweet cat but I had deep depression where I barely leave my room letting my cat be bathe by my horrible older brothers who were just like my mom and I feel guilty to this day) thankfully the last I saw him was me and him cuddling together in my room the only picture I have of him is also in my room in my bed cuddling next to me. Evidence of him loving me more than this shit family.

Anyways I feel guilty that I left my horrible charter school and then transferred into public school after I was homeschooled in middle school. I regret it because throughout 10th and 9th grade I missed out key details of learning cause adults there failed me.

And im wondering if I just endured that horrible charter school for more years where I was SA and have no adult to protect me I could've made it out with more education in my brain but im not sure. I feel like no matter what I do in life ill never win.

Genuinely been treated like i am not a person with emotions or a mind. Nobody not even my family sees me as a person with different thoughts and opinions.

They believe 18 year olds are still children to them and decide to use that to their advantage. My oldest brother is a college dropout and he is almost 28 years old. He depends on my mom ever since. (My parents are divorced and live separately)

I noticed how she never treats him as if hes a adult. And I honestly cant help but not feel bad for him, in this household my parents believe that I have ti be watched at all times and not my brothers as much so they lay off since theyre males. But with me they treat me like im 9 especially my dad and my mom enables it.

I dont have friends I haven't had any since 10 years old. Im 17 now. I noticed how my mom never cared about what orbhow I feel. My mom randomly asked me for 780$ had my older brother forcibly made me give her some and I was completely alone.

She ignored how I haven't eaten in days and stayed in my room she ignored me in general. She knew I wasn't okay with it cause I didnt want to I told my brother i didnt want to I was 16. Its been a year and I still have not given all my money back. Only 200 back. She gets weird everytime time she hands me 100$.

I never got things i wanted si I learned ti never asked for anything cause im not privileged enough to go and get the newest latest purse or shoes or makeup.

I stop caring about how I look after getting severely bullied and my parents not caring I have violent thoughts about my parents and I never will feel bad fot it.

My parents both yell insults at me. I dont regret doing whatever I need to feel loved even if its not safe because its my parents fault and I tired of holding guilt for being a child that has needs and wants.

Dont have kids if you can't afford them. Theirs worser people my age getting whatever the fuck they want, the latest purses any makeup and shoes.

I was treated like shit at my first job. This weird couple and this girl's boyfriend was genuinely sexually harassing me. I was already through fucked up shit so I didnt tell anything to anyone I was only 15.

I throw my phone across the room multiple times. I need to cut myself again. I seen things I shouldn't have to. I been through things I shouldn't have to. I have grown adults in the comments telling me I need my mind reworked cause I have a victim mindset when all I ever talk about is the truth. And that truth is my life

Yes I got good things that happened I got a phone and computer and a ipad but those things are a way for my parents to shut me up. There's girls who has Lululemon and get to have coffee every morning from Starbucks.

Im on my period, a topic my biological dad never gives a shit about especially my own mom.

Im not going into details but he genuinely have a indifference reaction when he found out I had to be taken home early from school cause I vomited so much and had to get taken by a wheelchair, right after i took his shitty advice of him saying

"in the real world you cant stay home one day cause your on your period"

Not only does he sound closed off but he knows my period is severe cause I genuinely grow extremely dizzy and not being able to walk well. But obviously he doesn't give af cause its a women's problem that is resolved between mothers and daughters even tho my mom is a dumbass bitch.

My anger is justified after so many people ignore me.

Anyways recently my brother is trying to drag me to his girlfriends house so my mom and my other brother can meet her, but I genuinely dont give zero fucks and dont want to go.

Genuinely feel like I have zero rights in this house and I cant fucking wait to move so far away to spend four years in college.

Worst thing is im a depressed 17 year old with zero friends. So im a loser and I cant go out on my own so this is a genuinely life prison for me. Why raise a daughter in a dangerous city, keep her inside when she damn near a adult and laugh when you see shes struggling to become independent.

Im trying to teach myself how to use busses and trains properly since my parents never have cause theyre selfish.