I feel extreme guilt when I commit a little mistake with someone or harm others a little
I've suffered from bullying and a bad household when growing up
Sometimes I feel like my mistakes are more important than what I do well, and things I do that are not an effort for me, but I try to do it right.
I feel like I do a lot of things that are difficult, but I don't give myself enough credit for them.
I also think it's unfair that it happens to me that on top of making the effort to understand other people and letting things go and trying to understand them, on top of that I'm the bad guy when they don't understand me.
I do feel that many things I make an effort to understand and accept are things that, if I did them myself, would cause rocks to fall on me.
Sometimes when I commit a mistake with my partner, I feel like I'm a fucking shit of a partner, even though I do a lot of things well and I'm very loving, even they tell me I'm EXTREMELY HARSH on myself.
I feel like every time I am in a discussion I'm the one who did wrong, and when others do they just take it, understand it and they are fine.
I feel like everyone is judging me and I'm always wrong, that im a fucking moron and that I'm BAD and a big stone is falling over me. But when others are wrong they just take it and I feel like I'm judged more (I'm not but it's how i feel my own guilt)
