u/Hungry-Storage6789

so i am battling alcohol addiction, ive done rehab 5 times doesnt work.

i wonder has anyone known someone who has trained with monks/lived and had a positive impact? i am worried about the time i spend away from my mom and wife, but i know if there is a possibility of it working ill be better

what should i expect?

i am trying to do better, but i keep fuqing up
i dont see a world without booze,dont know what to do

so i am quite secure in my life, have a wife and family
i dont need anything, i got more then enough, but i am drinking myself to death atm

not sure what i can do to make things better