Hey guys, so this is basically just an update on my previous post about my hair feeling damaged and like “sandpaper.” It turns out that my spray bottle was damaging my hair! Even though I did make sure to replace the water with clean water every now and then, the spray nozzle still contained old water that had probably been sitting there for months. I decided to no longer use my spray bottle and just moisturize my hair under running water using the kitchen sink, and since then my hair has never felt more alive. That straw feeling I was feeling before is pretty much non existent. So anyways, I’m just writing this to remind everyone to check y’all’s spray bottles because that’s probably what’s damaging your hair. If I had known better it probably would have saved me a lot of trouble!🤦♀️
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I feel basically dissociated from everything, like I don’t know who I am. I turn 24 in 6 days and I don’t even have any plans, nor do I care to plan anything. I’ve basically wasted 6 years of my life as an adult doing nothing. Just being alone in my room. No car, no friends, no structure. The only thing that has kept me alive are books and music. But those things no longer make me happy or feel important. I just choose to engage in those things because I have nothing else to do. I’ve changed my major like 6 times and now I’m in so much debt because of it. I didn’t even manage to get a bachelors. I have to settle for an associates degree in Medical Coding because I wasted too much time in school, so now a bachelor feels pointless (unless I want to go into more debt) I’m kinda just floating through life right now. I don’t have a job. Most jobs I can’t work because I have terrible social anxiety. I tried working on it by getting sociable jobs but I just end up quitting. I would like a quiet warehouse job but no job wants to hire me.
At this point I’ve just kinda given up on finding a job or doing anything with myself. What’s more is that I look in the mirror and I don’t even recognize myself. I barely get up to wash my face or brush my teeth most days. I just don’t see the point in doing any of that. Maybe if I had goals or a purpose I would do it more, but for the most part I don’t. I look at other girls and they look so happy and vibrant. I see that at clubs having fun. That could have been the highlight of my 20s but my entire 20s have just been me and my room and my phone/computer. If it wasn’t for my discord friends Idk if I’d be alive right now, so I’m glad I have them. At the same time, I wish I could actually experience my youth. Sadly I’m so far gone that it doesn’t seem possible. I literally have no identity…
Hey there, I don’t know if it’s appropriate to ask this here, but does anyone want to be friends? I currently don’t have that many friends and now that I think about it, I don’t really have any daydreamer friends either. I think it would be kinda nice to have someone to relate to about this, and maybe encourage each other to do better or like snap each other out of it if it gets too bad if that makes sense lol. If you want we can even discuss each other’s daydreams and other stuff too. Currently it’s 10pm so I have some time to talk. If I end up not messaging back right away it’s most likely because I fell asleep.