u/Full_Question_9839

So when I was 8 I started liking feminine clothes, make-up then till 14 I wanted to be a girl bad and fought it hard. At 15-18 i was in my edgelord MAGA/hypermasculine era, 19-20 I was in rehab so I didn't really care about it or have time to think. Now I'm 21 I've accepted it but there's nothing i can do.

I can't come out, I'm too scared to do it everything around me will change, but still everyday I think about it knowing i will never ever be happy.

I just wanted someone to know that this part of me is there too, no one irl knows about this.

I read your stories and it genuinely makes me so happy for everyone.

Cis girls are mean

Okay Ik not ALL cis girls are mean but yeah most of them are.

I'm a transfem lesbian and anytime I've told this to a cisgirl they always give me that weird look and tell me how it's just being straight.

Like i wish I was straight everything would have been so much easier but I've fought this feeling forever and finally accepted it.

So yeah thanks for listening

Okay Ik not ALL cis girls are mean but yeah most of them are.

I'm a transfem lesbian and anytime I've told this to a cisgirl they always give me that weird look and tell me how it's just being straight.

Like i wish I was straight everything would have been so much easier but I've fought this feeling forever and finally accepted it.

So yeah thanks for listening