u/Fogwoven_04

I'm 18f, I take carbamazepine, aripiprazole and mirtazapine btw

I'm having hallucinations and it's scary, and i don't have anyone real to talk to, so please distract me or anything

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 9 days ago
▲ 0 r/COCSA

Between COCSA and rape, which one is harder for a person to forget?

Which one tends to hurt more?

Also, what are the differences between being sexually assaulted by a female vs. a male, and why?

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 11 days ago

Between COCSA and rape, which one is harder for a person to forget?

Which one tends to hurt more?

Also, what are the differences between being sexually assaulted by a female vs. a male, and why?

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 11 days ago

I SHOULDN'T POST THIS HERE BUT I CAN'T i need help and nobody is answering on other subreddits

I’ve been carrying so much rage since I was forced back into contact with my abuser (I confronted my rapist). I didn’t expect everything to come back this strongly, but it did, and now I feel like I can’t contain it.

Lately I snap at everyone. I argue, I yell, and I push people away even when I don’t want to. It feels like I’m constantly on edge and ready to explode.

What makes it worse is that my abuser is my sibling, so I don’t feel safe in my own environment anymore. I feel tense all the time and like I always have to be on guard.

I’m also on psych meds that make me really sedated, so I don’t feel like myself and it’s harder to manage my emotions or even function normally.

I know this level of anger isn’t helping me, but I don’t know what to do with it or how to calm it down.

Has anyone else gone through something like this after confronting an abuser? How did you cope with the rage and the constant feeling of not being safe?

I could really use support or advice right now.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 15 days ago
▲ 6 r/CPTSD

I’ve been carrying so much rage since I was forced back into contact with my abuser (I confronted my rapist). I didn’t expect everything to come back this strongly, but it did, and now I feel like I can’t contain it.

Lately I snap at everyone. I argue, I yell, and I push people away even when I don’t want to. It feels like I’m constantly on edge and ready to explode.

What makes it worse is that my abuser is my sibling, so I don’t feel safe in my own environment anymore. I feel tense all the time and like I always have to be on guard.

I’m also on psych meds that make me really sedated, so I don’t feel like myself and it’s harder to manage my emotions or even function normally.

I know this level of anger isn’t helping me, but I don’t know what to do with it or how to calm it down.

Has anyone else gone through something like this after confronting an abuser? How did you cope with the rage and the constant feeling of not being safe?

I could really use support or advice right now.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 15 days ago

I’ve been carrying so much rage since I was forced back into contact with my abuser (I confronted my rapist). I didn’t expect everything to come back this strongly, but it did, and now I feel like I can’t contain it.

Lately I snap at everyone. I argue, I yell, and I push people away even when I don’t want to. It feels like I’m constantly on edge and ready to explode.

What makes it worse is that my abuser is my sibling, so I don’t feel safe in my own environment anymore. I feel tense all the time and like I always have to be on guard.

I’m also on psych meds that make me really sedated, so I don’t feel like myself and it’s harder to manage my emotions or even function normally.

I know this level of anger isn’t helping me, but I don’t know what to do with it or how to calm it down.

Has anyone else gone through something like this after confronting an abuser? How did you cope with the rage and the constant feeling of not being safe?

I could really use support or advice right now.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 15 days ago

I’ve been carrying so much rage since I was forced back into contact with my abuser (I confronted my rapist). I didn’t expect everything to come back this strongly, but it did, and now I feel like I can’t contain it.

Lately I snap at everyone. I argue, I yell, and I push people away even when I don’t want to. It feels like I’m constantly on edge and ready to explode.

What makes it worse is that my abuser is my sibling, so I don’t feel safe in my own environment anymore. I feel tense all the time and like I always have to be on guard.

I’m also on psych meds that make me really sedated, so I don’t feel like myself and it’s harder to manage my emotions or even function normally.

I know this level of anger isn’t helping me, but I don’t know what to do with it or how to calm it down.

Has anyone else gone through something like this after confronting an abuser? How did you cope with the rage and the constant feeling of not being safe?

I could really use support or advice right now.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 15 days ago
▲ 5 r/COCSA+1 crossposts

I’ve been carrying so much rage since I was forced back into contact with my abuser (I confronted my rapist). I didn’t expect everything to come back this strongly, but it did, and now I feel like I can’t contain it.

Lately I snap at everyone. I argue, I yell, and I push people away even when I don’t want to. It feels like I’m constantly on edge and ready to explode.

What makes it worse is that my abuser is my sibling, so I don’t feel safe in my own environment anymore. I feel tense all the time and like I always have to be on guard.

I’m also on psych meds that make me really sedated, so I don’t feel like myself and it’s harder to manage my emotions or even function normally.

I know this level of anger isn’t helping me, but I don’t know what to do with it or how to calm it down.

Has anyone else gone through something like this after confronting an abuser? How did you cope with the rage and the constant feeling of not being safe?

I could really use support or advice right now.

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 15 days ago

Hiding a knife for self defense cz i live with my rapist mch haja ghalta, right?

Manich bch nedghr hata ensen ama ma nhebch haja khayba tsir so it's just for threatening

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u/Fogwoven_04 — 15 days ago