Am I aroace?
Got recommend from dif sub to ask here
I don't form romantic connections easily, and and last time I did, I just couldn't imagine giving my life to someone one else, my time on their dime sound awfull, EVEN if we would be doing stuff together. Its just so bleh, SOMEONE ELSES opinions having to matter when making important decisions is stupid.
I find spending that much time with someone kind of intoxicating.
Having everything I do slightly tied to someone else is freaky!
And sex may make me feel hot but when I give it a deeper think.... I find it REALLY gross.
My first and last ex wasn't even a bad experience.
I just have no interest in dating or romantic relationship, I can fall in love, dream about it, but actually doing it, I gues lifts the veil maybe?
I also know I LOVE kids, but having them full time, I fear I may go to hell, short term, heck yeah, I'd be a GREAT AUNTY!