I have been doing pretty good considering everything that has happened, but who would have thought deleting photos of memories we had and I thought were real, would knock the wind right out my lungs leaving me gasping to breathe and flood my face with tears. Fucking pathetic, Ya I know.
You think you won a prize, you sure did right out of the Cracker Jack box. Cheap and disgusting. But you enjoy that prize because that prize is cheap and it won’t last long.
It’s embarrassing honestly to see you think you won something so valuable, don’t you think you deserve better or are you really that delusional or is desperate the word. Are you desperate for a taste that badly that you will accept that cheap crap.You know it had everyone’s hands in it right bc I was honest and told you I tasted it bc it was tempting and tricked me into thinking it was sweet and just mine, but damn it was salty. I prefer my snacks not to be shared. I laugh at you for thinking you know anything about me based off a cheap tasteless snack that tricked you bc you liked the taste obviously, it deceived you. You are making a joke out of yourself with that boxed up stale crap. I guess eventually you will figure it out when it has absolutely no flavor left, until then 😂😂
You act like I am this horrible person, did I not stay time after time again and again? Did I not put you first more than myself. Did I not stay after all the lies with cheating and drugs? See I gave you my heart, but you only see that you spent money or what you paid for. All I wanted was you, fuck the money and anything else just you and my family. How the fuck did you think I should react after what you just did a few months ago? Seriously imagine yourself loving someone so much only to be in the exact situation you just put me in . Just like your daughter had watched the same shit happen over and over, her intuition is like mine, of course I’m going to act the fuck out! Then it’s all my fault bc I busted you out and told everyone. WTFE!
You think I poisoned your daughter bc I tell her truths, why should she think you’re a good person when you have proved your not. Why should I make you look like something your not? She and I are immune to your shit not like all these weak ass people you can run and make stories up to that make you look like a wonderful man and they actually believe it. Once you were a good man. Now, fuck I’m disgusted. Ask yourself this N, how many times has that daughter of yours watched you in and out of her life? How many times did she see you struggle in addictions? How many times did she watch you not love her mother correctly? How much fighting did she see? How many different women did she see come before her? How many photos did she see coming in your phone of pornography? How many times did she hear her mom sobbing through the walls because her mom was hurting from pain you caused? The list of how many would fill a book at this point. Yet I’m the blame?
I wasn’t the perfect person or mother all the time but I did the best I could. I always hold myself accountable! Do you ever? Fuck No, just like now it is all my fault. You can sit there and tell whatever side of the story you want, but one day everything you are putting out there is going to come back. You just expect your daughter to act like nothings happened and shit will be normal, you’re sadly mistaken. You fucked this up with her not me or anyone else. Your daughter once again watched you cause destruction by choosing another person over her, amongst a lot of other internal things in regards to you,don’t say it’s bullshit either bc while she was watching you come home and be with her mother and pretend stuff might could change you were being a selfish bastard indulging in quite a few treats for yourself. How disgusting, how can you genuinely think that’s ok and live with yourself.
Fuck me!!! We’re good. I don’t want you, I’m not jealous of what you have by a far. I’m tough regardless of what you have done. I just had to die a bit, but I’m back. I can’t deal with how this is not fucking fair to your daughter! Your sole purpose and priority should have been her and trying to build an actual relationship with her not just sweeping shit under the rug and blaming her mother! Honestly at this point watching you do what your doing and seeing the way you still choose to move, she seems way better off without you, but that’s not my choice to make, I give her the choice something you don’t ever do for anyone!!
Damnit I hate this I’m sick and disgusted with you, all this is a new time low. Wake the fuck up, wake the fuck up!!!! Bring back the real man I knew and the good dad I knew not this man, this man I have never seen and my god I have seen a lot! Either way you won’t wake up I know that so enjoy what you think is reality now. And btw nice touch on using yours daughter traumatic event from 2025 to your advantage to downplay the truth. Thanks for saying it was my fault and I was drunk etc and let it happen while you were out of town working, you weren’t out of town you were to busy putting a fucking needle in your arm. Maybe had you been the dad,partner, that we needed none of this shit would have happened. Instead all the weight was put on me as always when you decide to do the things you do. Either way enjoy being this perfect stepdad to your new family, funny how you can make that work but couldn’t for your own. O wait that’s right it started on lies.
Good fucking luck with all that. Either way I will be here holding it down as I always do. Being the bad guy when I have to actually be the parent, the disciplinarian. I’ve done a pretty good fucking job considering the shit I’ve had to deal with while working and trying to survive inside myself and get through my own trauma. Guess what???!! By the way since I’m a horrible parent, There isn’t a goddamn handbook for parents! Look who is here though doing it🤔 if this was about payback or pettiness I would expose every damn thing I have and guess what baby doll I haven’t. Fair-well, hope it ends like you want it to.