Awake
I find myself awake most nights unable to sleep, thinking about what with us. I understand it takes two to tango but they it ended when I heard on that call broke me. I am no longer to same person I was . Everyday is a struggle, my heart aches and I can feel it coming in and out. Food dosent really look appealing, I’ve been staying in and keeping low just processing everything. It does pain me to say I do miss what we had. All the banter we had, the funny looks we give each other when to genuinely compliment each other on anything or even just holding each felt like nothing ever matter but us. I am going to miss that and I am taking my part in this breakup. I’m learning to take accountability for what I did to you but from a distance. Maybe I just want to hear your voice one last time before I completely let go. You know how to reach me I will be up.