u/ExcitementNo1984

Awake

I find myself awake most nights unable to sleep, thinking about what with us. I understand it takes two to tango but they it ended when I heard on that call broke me. I am no longer to same person I was . Everyday is a struggle, my heart aches and I can feel it coming in and out. Food dosent really look appealing, I’ve been staying in and keeping low just processing everything. It does pain me to say I do miss what we had. All the banter we had, the funny looks we give each other when to genuinely compliment each other on anything or even just holding each felt like nothing ever matter but us. I am going to miss that and I am taking my part in this breakup. I’m learning to take accountability for what I did to you but from a distance. Maybe I just want to hear your voice one last time before I completely let go. You know how to reach me I will be up.

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u/ExcitementNo1984 — 1 day ago

Reach out

Hey everyone that’s visiting, just want to reach out and say invite ppl to this group let’s get these feeling of regret and I sent letters to R !!!

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u/ExcitementNo1984 — 6 days ago
▲ 8 r/LettersforR+4 crossposts

Letters for R new community

Hey everyone I am promoting a new and first community for a space where we write raw unwritten letters of feeling to a special someone name R. I want to create a space for people to let feeling be touch and let it all out. Hope you can join and see what it is about.

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u/ExcitementNo1984 — 6 days ago
▲ 3 r/LettersforR+1 crossposts

👋Welcome to r/LettersforR - Introduce Yourself and Read First!

Hey everyone! I'm u/ExcitementNo1973, a founding moderator of r/LettersforR.
This is our new home for all things related to letters about R anything that we want to say in private . We're excited to have you join us!

What to Post
Post anything that you think the community would find interesting, helpful, or inspiring. Feel free to share your thoughts, photos, or questions.

Community Vibe
We're all about being friendly, constructive, and inclusive. Let's build a space where everyone feels comfortable sharing and connecting.

How to Get Started

  1. Introduce yourself in the comments below.
  2. Post something today! Even a simple question can spark a great conversation.
  3. If you know someone who would love this community, invite them to join.
  4. Interested in helping out? We're always looking for new moderators, so feel free to reach out to me to apply.

Thanks for being part of the very first wave. Together, let's make r/LettersforR amazing.

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u/ExcitementNo1984 — 7 days ago

I was thinking us today about the love and time we spent years we had. Was it real? Was it all for you to make sure you were for sure of something else so you could fall back to ? Was I a second option? Was I ever more then just and option, I felt like a option never wanted to feel like that but I think I felt like that for awhile just never realized it and realized how you were making me feel because of love. For the first time in my life I question what love is because of you. You were the love of my life, my person through it all. You were my other side / you took that from me. Why? How could you? You were the person that was forever and that ripped from me. You are the calm to the storm around me . You were the only thought that was in my future. How was this lust and your interest going on for? I was left as a fall back option. Everyday I think about why, no more it’s tiring. I just want to know if you got what you wanted

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u/ExcitementNo1984 — 9 days ago