u/Emotional_Button5705

I get so salty seeing couples together. I just want to be loved too. I have never dated or even romantically hugged/held hands with a guy. Everytime i have a crush, it never works out. I keep having bad experiences with guys. Like, I'll befriend some guys and then they want to be more than friends. Or when i dont want to hang out, they get really upset and block me. Everytime a guy hits me up, they are never my type. I aknowledge their confidence to message me, but it sucks. I don't like rejecting people. I'm actually afraid of rejection myself. Last time i talked to someone(who mutually liked me) was back in January. Then he ghosted me lmao. I'm barely moving on from him. This is so frustrating. I deserve to be in a happy relationship too.