u/EfficientMachine3876

I have CPTSD and I’m not gonna go into everything that happened to me because that would take way to long. But the things happened to me when I was 7-14. All those years I felt nothing but hate and resentment and anxiety.i would never talk to anyone at school i couldn’t. It’s been 2 years and im doing a lot better but now when im laughing with friends or if im trying to feel an emotion i cant. Whenever i “express” my emotions like anger or sadness to others it feels fake. Because I can’t actually feel I feel a hollow pit in my chest and to be honest I’ve always felt like this a bit but just these years has it gotten worse.i know obviously this isn’t the place to find out what wrong with me but i was just wondering if anyone has every been through anything similar maybe?.

I have CPTSD and I’m not gonna go into everything that happened to me because that would take way to long. But the things happened to me when I was 7-14. All those years I felt nothing but hate and resentment and anxiety.i would never talk to anyone at school i couldn’t. It’s been 2 years and im doing a lot better but now when im laughing with friends or if im trying to feel an emotion i cant. Whenever i “express” my emotions like anger or sadness to others it feels fake. Because I can’t actually feel I feel a hollow pit in my chest and to be honest I’ve always felt like this a bit but just these years has it gotten worse.i know obviously this isn’t the place to find out what wrong with me but i was just wondering if anyone has every been through anything similar maybe?.

I have CPTSD and I’m not gonna go into everything that happened to me because that would take way to long. But the things happened to me when I was 7-14. All those years I felt nothing but hate and resentment and anxiety.i would never talk to anyone at school i couldn’t. It’s been 2 years and im doing a lot better but now when im laughing with friends or if im trying to feel an emotion i cant. Whenever i “express” my emotions like anger or sadness to others it feels fake. Because I can’t actually feel I feel a hollow pit in my chest and to be honest I’ve always felt like this a bit but just these years has it gotten worse.i know obviously this isn’t the place to find out what wrong with me but i was just wondering if anyone has every been through anything similar maybe?.