u/Eeveetron7

i get tics all the time but it’s always something i’ve been able to control.
i embarrass myself pretty regularly and whenever i think back on it, i literally cannot control my tics, i jerk and twitch violently and sometimes i even have to make sounds, it’s so bad.
it could be something as small as liking someone’s old instagram post, that’s what happened last time. i thought back on it a couple weeks ago and the twitching was so bad i ended up spraining my wrist (it was already in bad condition as i had just come back from a volleyball tournament where i had hurt it).
help me does this happen to anyone else what can i do to stop it

i’m taking no AP’s freshmen year and i’m also behind in math (math 2). it’s not like we’re not allowed to take AP’s, but it was so complicated with some teachers telling us we weren’t and some telling us we were.
i know so many people who are taking AP’s, is it over for me?

i woke up, sun was on my face, i felt something instantly, i was overwhelmed to the point of shaking because i was confused what it was, but the only way to describe it was i felt like i wanted to get up and walk and smile

it stopped after about 3 hours

i tried to recreate the exact night routine, morning routine, videos i watched, everything exactly the same down to the minute but it never came back and i never felt it again

every day all i think about is that 3 hours of my life it’s all i ever think about it consumes my life and i’ll never have it back it felt like my entire life had shifted In that moment

i remember every footstep i took that day i remember exactly how large my food portions were i remember every word i spoke its the only day i didn’t have a lot of brain fog i remember everything

every day is spent reliving that moment