This happened to me and it was so upsetting and scary. I think how to get over questioning and feeling like it means I agree with the thought because I reached climax is to just take a step back and ( shocker ) not overthink it
Does anybody else experience intrusive thoughts during masturbation?
For me, the temperance is her balanced judgement and feelings toward me, the 5 of cups is the misunderstanding we had, the 3 of cups is our strong relationship and the page of cups is a new beginning for us and that she still sees me the same way.
Let me know what you think!
So, a month ago this happened to me and it has been keeping me up at night and has been on my mind constantly ever since. My mom was super tired and also tipsy as it was the night of a family party and the day previously I had a really bad moment with OCD where I was building on intrusive thoughts and creating the thoughts voluntarily of children and was worried I was just using OCD as an excuse to imagine these things freely ( I understand how this sounds to somebody who has no idea about POCD ) and it was extremely overwhelming and it was making me really upset. When I told her this I was still convinced I was actually a p-do and was acting with the same mannerisms of somebody who had done something terrible. My mom knows I have OCD but I thought she would be more understanding and when I told her without all the context of OCD what I was saying gave her, understandingly, a fright and I tried to explain to her that the thoughts weren't what I wanted and that I don't think of children in that way and for a moment she didn't fully believe me and it was genuinely the scariest and most soul crushing moment of my life. She said that I didn't sound convincing and just did not believe me. As you can image like I said this was soul crushing, I think it was the worst moment of my life. Anyway, she ends up believing me and says that I need to stop being so hard on myself and creating worries and problems. We hug each-other and I go to bed and then the next day she says she read about OCD and understands it more and that she still sees me the same way she always has. Still, I can't shake that horrible moment away and I always feel like my mom doesn't believe me even though she says she does and I'm worried she is just pretending to or is living in her own doubt. This has been absolutely horrible. Does anybody have any advice or has dealt with anything similar? Thank you all so much.
