
Mother's Day today, felt melancholicaly peaceful.. Seeing everyone but me, celebrate. I've decided I'm going to spend this week giving to myself, instead.
My abusive mother is currently out of country, vacationing, I'm appreciating the silence. I'm presently trying to cut cords with her, because I can feel her violent emotions. Anyway, I was quite happy today, despite wishing I could have a mother figure to exchange gifts and love with... I found myself content in the peace of my own presence today.