u/DifferenceTime2403

been two weeks since me and my ex bf broke up and i thought i'd try to start hooking up again, was at this guys place and we were super drunk and all i could talk about was my ex, the moment he tried to get my shirt off i broke down and would not stop crying, i feel so much guilt over the fact that this happened, why is that, i know me and my ex are done why is it so intense even after two weeks, my friend who was gonna hook up with me just help me put my clothes on and just calmed me down because i felt like my whole body was on fire, i can't escape this hell hole, my ex is probably calm and does not regret the break up one bit and i just can't stand all this i hate myself i can't do this anymore i miss him i just miss him.

i was in a pretty abusive relationship and i've gotten out of it and we've been no contact for a bit and i've honestly moved on because he didn't really do much in the relationship to miss. And old friend of mine whp used to be close to me etc ( we used to hook up alot) contacted me and i'm sure when we meet we're gonna hook up, is it gonna be unhealthy if i do?

EDIT : IM NOT DOING THIS TO COPE I LITERALLY JUST WANT TO HOOK UP i just wanted second hand advice..

So i made a deal w my mom about something, and she agreed as long as i get my lip piercing off. I've gotten this pierced TWICE in the past two years and im obvi not taking it off forever, is it okay to put it in everynight and take it out during the day without it closing? So she doesn't notice... (im a legal adult and i still have restrictions at home LMAO) pros and cons? PLEASE