u/Depressedknife

So I didn't really quit it just became very hard to SH for a while, so I didn't. I never really wanted to stop and I always wanted to do it again, which I know is fucked up. But anyways I uhhhhhh yep! 😭👍 I did it again!!!!!! yay!!!!! I just went to a Baby Bugs concert and it helped me realize to quit the happy guy mask in pursuit of cathartic melancholy, but I guess I took it a bit too far.

No one is giving me anything but hotlines. Hotline after hotline after hotline, 80% of them are 988. Im not actively suicidal (anymore), so Im sick of people (and even AI, yes Im desperate, Im sorry) throwing around 988.

I simply want advice on how to deal with that horrible screaming feeling that comes from withdrawal. Like, how do you deal with those horrible shakes inside you. It always happens after a few days, so do y'all have any advice on how to deal with it?

I hope this is the right place, please don't ban me or smth. :(

"I am Niko and I am 10 years old K is helping me say this and she says this will be a very nice place and I can talk to people here and they're not going to be mean. Hello everybody. I like to talk to you, Kat is very nice to me because she sings me lullabies and m y favorite one is Minari and hello I like very quiet times. Hello! Kat says I can sign with <3 and its like a hart and or uh :3 and its a really cute smily face is that true"

--Niko