u/Ctrl--Alt

Because at 3am I lack self control & it just ends up in my mouth.

And let's be real, it's well deserved

The older I get the more and more impossible it is to even make new real friends.

And even more so the few close friends I do have all are the ones that see friendship and relationships as completely separate & something too special to go any further on.

As I approach my 40s I fear I'll never have the close fulfilling relationship I desire with someone.