I got one from northeastern and another from urochester and I am so confused there’s no peel off to hang it up or whatever it’s just kinda here… what do I do w it. Do I nail this into a wall or what???????
I’ll delete if this is stupid but I’ve had this question since my ea acceptances 😭😭💔
I don’t know where to put this lwk except here since it deals w crushes but
everytime I express to my mother a crush I have or even talk about love she laughs at me it’s embarrassing. I showed her this cute guy that’s going to the same college as me and she was like “oh girl.. you better glow up!”
It’s not confidence boosting at all it makes me feel like I’m unlovable in the face, body, and look I have now. which slightly upsets me because I’ve been working on regaining my confidence and she tears it out.
It makes me feel like a failed daughter. like my purpose is do be attractive and charming like she describes that she was when she was my age. I don’t live up to that at all I’m an avoidant and reclusive geek bruh
no crush that I’ve wanted has ever wanted me back I’m constantly chasing what I don’t attract it’s upsetting and degrading and I’m lowkey tired of it. I kinda give up. everytime I get a crush I turn myself down. It’s not like I’ve always been rejected I’ve asked out a few guys myself and have gotten a few talking stages through a high ego but my confidence is a lot lower. some people really just wanna tear u down huh…
HEY GUYS can anyone just submit a picture of their axs tickets ?? I bought mine through stubhub and I want to compare them and make sure there’s no weird differences LOL
all I ever do on this subreddit is vent unfortunately.. sorry I have nowhere else to go 😭 I’ll be deleting ts later tho
these past few months of senior year have been the worst of my life. I think the grind of junior year took everything left of me. I started off the year fine until I started disintegrating into a period of just depression and anxiety. I’m constantly worried about getting my offer rescinded when my grades have been all above 95 since my first senior semester, but not once have I felt control over my grades or even my life; I feel like I’m riding an uncontrollable and unstoppable bullet train. I’ve relapsed on every single bad habit that I haven’t touched since my peak depression in 8th grade, I’ve begun to isolate, and all I do now is wish to unalive.
I’m not essentially in a bad spot from an outsiders perspective; my grades are fine, and Im committed to a nice t50. but I feel everything slipping. I can’t study anymore without sobbing and my heart racing out of my chest. ap exams are next week and I’m only just starting to study for government and I can’t help but cry over how unprepared I am and how disappointed junior year me would be. I feel permanently paralyzed, and it hurts so much but I want to feel okay with it because I’m just so tired of this high school shit…
I can’t tell if I’m being dramatic anymore but it’s gotten so bad to the point I can barely even do my daily activities; schoolwork is a struggle to keep up with, I’ve lost my appetite, and I have no time to myself (minus the time I spent ruminating and crying)
I don’t even know why I’m posting this and what response I want. all I want is comfort but I have nobody to talk to without crying; my friends are aloof to emotional discussion, I have no teachers I feel safe with enough to share, my counselors are just there, and all my mother does is try to tell me how I need to change specific habits like time management. I’ve changed so much in the last two years and I’ve improved so many habits but i don’t know how much more I can change!!
as soon as I post this I’m going to return right back to studying for ap gov with tears in my eyes and my sight blurry. this sucks LMFAOSOSSS I genuinely don’t know if I can make it to the summer without taking myself out and I’m not trying to be a loser or an edgelord I’m just so sick