u/Cold-Explanation-457

so, i still live with my parents. and i swear to god they fight with my sibling everyday. sometimes at night, when i'm trying to sleep. other times i wake up to yelling and fighting. although it never gets physical, it's terrifying. it's happened for a long time. i just think their relationship is bad.

but i really just fear this house

im terrified of the yelling, i'm someone who's pretty sensitive to loud sounds. but yelling especially. it happens every few days, fights don't last so long, but i think my siblings relationship with my parents is horrible.

i am pretty scared, todays fight ended but honestly i don't know how many more years i can handle like this. i swear the MICROSECOND i turn 18 im moving out and never looking back.

so.. i've been discovering a lot about my gender identity in the past few years and yesterday i made a pin on pinterest saying if my account got 50 likes id come out!! my account had like 120 likes really fast... so i edited a stupid video and sent it. my parents both reacted really well and my mother said "yeah i was expecting that" and she even asked my pronouns!!!!!! that day i said i used she/her and today i'm using he/him :) i'm so happy to be supported <3

i know that every famous or even semi-famous person is bound to have a FEW bad or toxic fans but it's INSANE how easily i can find terrible joost fans. i was on pinterest the other day, looking at pins of joost and watching videos for my board.. normal, right? in the comments of a video someone said "i wonder how long it is" tff????? i've seen way more disgusting comments that i don't even WANT to say because of how terrible they are. seriously, joost has a HORRIBLE fandom. i feel like people judge his every move. like why are so many people complaining of how "bad" his new music is?? obviously people don't have to like it but why do they need to be so rude about it? every time i see a video of him slightly turned or backwards i always see SO MANY comments just saying "GYATTT" ????? i also keep seeing people saying he's their "child" or "baby" or "boyfriend/husband" i just don't get itttt.. can we treat joost like a human???

i just wanna know some people in the joost klein community .:☆*:･'(*⌒―⌒*)))

what is your favorite joost song? :3