Angry all the time no matter what
I don't get it. Everything makes me angry that doesn't just irritates me. Phone going slow? Angry. Game not going my way or I'm playing bad? Angry. Taking too long to reply to me? Angry. The list goes on. I don't feel happy nor do I feel sad. I just feel meh, I'm here. I can't even enjoy my hobby of playing videogames. Just in the past 2 months I've gone through 4 controllers and 2 headsets. But even after I just felt angrier. I wake up angry, I go to bed angry. I don't feel depressed. I don't really feel anything tbh. I don't know how people have fun. I see people living it up and having fun and getting good things then there's me. Unlucky and getting screwed over at every chance.