u/ChigiriHyom4

Like bro I thought it looked so cool, and what about Shidou’s hairstyle? Is that cool?

But I feel maybe others may disagree, or maybe I understood something wrong. I thought I was Ti-Fe like yk, but I rlly think I have Fi, because I just value things just because I like them, like I scroll Pinterest and just save as many pins as I can that I think look rlly nice, or aesthetic to me.

I have strong likes and dislikes for bad smells, tastes, looks, colors, animals, etc. I think I come off as quite expressive, idk if I’m nice, I can be, I can also be devils advocate, easily, like ENTP can, I can debate like ENTP, easily, but like, I also think I have Fi, I of spend a lot of time thinking about, “the real me” underneath my physical body, my true essence, and how I rlly am personality and looks, wise and trying to be that irl, but it’s too impossible because even best surgeries in the world can’t change me that much, or precisely.

I also like to multitask when doing something, like if I get bored of one task, I can work on the other, etc, and I can handle thinking a lot of things at once. Also I thought I had Fe, but I think I realise what others are feeling after putting myself in their shoes, or simulating myself in their body, yk? And then I feel too guilty, even if I’m right or being abused, but I try to not think about that.

I’m like pretty smart, but I act goofy and silly, and rambling, because that’s more fun, and funny, to me.

Ima sleep described as getting quite moody, which I don’t think ENTP could be like, as much as I get. Like the Fi-ness I could call it.

I do think I’m Ne over Se because I’m in my head a lot, and I ramble when talking and just making connections in real time when talking or yapping for so long.

I like to make friends but not too deep ones, like have fun with people, mostly online bc irl I’m kinda a little scared. Or well don’t go outside very often.

I can be more pessimistic though, idk, I appear very silly.

Also idk if I have dom Ne? Like idk, most of my posts look like I do.

I’m ALs not very private person, I open up rlly fast, and sometimes open up a little too much, and don’t realise it.

I hate school, and rules, uniform, and I’m reallly inconsistent, and hate repetition especially for a long time, I get scared I’ll fail or drop the routine.

I am also very minimalist, I don’t like too much clutter, or things, like around me irl, and I am a little OCD too, about other people’s dna touching me, or germs kinda, but idk.

Do you think I am still ENFP? Or something different?

First off idk if I’m ENTP or INTP or ISTP or ESTP or ENTP or INFP, yet but I think I am, thus, the sub, but I, like see when you look at cognitive functions, etc, and whatnot… idk which one I am, like I can’t self tell which ones I use and don’t, idk which part of me is even real and what’s imagination.

I change personalities everyday, whatever I want, and get lost in the act 💔, idk man, idk, I don’t know who I rlly am, maybe that’s why I hold onto mbti to say what I am, but more importantly, I think I NEED… OTHERS to tell me what I am, like I can’t tell myself I am self blind, that’s why I’m posting to ask others so much, and sharing random self info so y’all can tell somehow…like oh my… I change who I wanna be everyday, so I become so biased to certain types too, but I make up lies, or arguments, I can see myself from so many angles, I don’t know which ones is the real one, it’s kinda why I can think of myself as every type, or gone thru every type.

What do I do guys?

It’s also kinda typology help, but, on the outside, I am very silly and annoying especially when I talk, or start talking, otherwise I’m like autistic leve quiet, people think I don’t know how to talk, and overthink social interaction, because I’m thinking of all ways I can respond, but the it’s too late and they think I’m a loser or something and I lose aura, (ok I know I sound immature I promise I’m not a kid 😭 I’m 19 ok?!) but yk? But I find it funny to tell others, but I also spend so much time in my room, mostly because I have all the fun in my phone, if you took my phone away, I’ll probably be outside, or annoying my siblings, but like here I can talk to to so many people’s,

Do y’all think I’m mistyped????? Idk I can’t tell I can be anything and anyone, maybe I’m lying even now?

I fake Personas so much, but I find it super hilarious to, like I pretended to be a boy for like so long, and flirting with girls, heheh hehe but anyways rlly appreciate the helpsss

Or just interesting information on them also, are they real, how they work, what they look like, etc

And constantly worry about looking good or wanting be pretty and hot, and attractive, but I’m actually too lazy too keep maintaining it, so I want a look I can do once and leave it and I’ll be hot like yk?

I’m rlly bad a at maintenance.

So I want to star by saying I am very analytical and analyse stuff a lot, and I also spend a lot of time at home, indoors, but I don’t rlly want to, I just don’t end up going outside, but I do like physical and mental thrill, or getting high just thinking of exciting stuff, and doing it, like sports or something or running, but I don’t do them that often, so uh, yeah.

I am naturally good at art but I don’t rlly do art except to see how cool I can make something or to analyse something, or visualise my inside thoughts, I also have extremely keen eye for aesthetics and I hate bad smelling and ugly things, like I need stuff to look good, or fit an aesthetic somewhat, and spend a lot of time thinking about that.

I am socially extremely awkward, or slow to react and seem rude, like I’m in my head so much I don’t realise they said hi and after like, 5 seconds I realise they said hi, and then I think of how to respond, and then they move on with an impression, and I’m a little stressed cuz I didn’t mean that, idk,

I do become a little people pleasey sometimes or often if they didn’t do anything wrong to me and I think I need to prove how cool I am, but idk, uhm also I like to yap a ton, like now, it gonna be a lot, I just let my thoughts translate onto typing words, and keep typing, idc about structure or grammar too much, I just hate the red underline because it looks annoying, and like an error message.

I ams super bad abt studying and can’t be consistent in anything at all, like I can’t follow any routine long enough or it’ll be super hard to, and barely hang on, but uhm I also can’t stick to one career path also, I keep changing it based on which one seems cooler and more cool looking. Like awesome, thrilling. Tbh I want a job where I don’t have to be too creative, because I get nervous with too many options because I want all the options but I have to choose one, and choosing is rlly hard because I want all of them.

I do have OCD with being clean and I make going bathroom harder than it is, and do think, that’s didn’t have to eat, I wouldn’t have to go bathroom, and then I stop eating, and starve but somehow I still end up going bathroom, so it kind didn’t work.

I do care about appearance and want to look hot or attractive/pretty and also ability mostly speed, and beg for it everyday, but bones can’t change that much, unless without a hassle, and all the money saving to surgeries which may not work, but anyways…

I do like to tease my family by playing dumb or saying annoying stuff but they get Lowky mad so I have to stop, but I find reactions from people super fun, and exhilarating, idc if hat reactions, as long as they are shocked, disappointed, it’s so funny to me, but yeah.

Tbh if you saw me irl, I would be like looking a lil homeless because I do care about appearance but it to be low maintenance, because doing stuff to keep my looks up is too much a hassle, and uh yeah, also I will be extremely quiet especially in indoor places where I think your not supposed to speak, like social rules kinda yk? But in streets or parks I may talk more because it’s more acceptable.

I do kinda am aware of and look at what socially acceptable in places and play around or manilpulate or correspond my actions to desired results often, so uh yeah.

I do often have a think to bring fiction to reality, like I tried to electrocute myself to be the flash, or well hope to get hit by lightning, and trying to be a forensic scientist so I could be in same conditions as flash to be the flash, or after watching Harry Potter genuinely believing I could pull spells off, I do that a lot and people call me unrealistic, smh. 🤦 😔

SORRY FOR BEING A YAPPATRON MB 😭 🙏

So I want to star by saying I am very analytical and analyse stuff a lot, and I also spend a lot of time at home, indoors, but I don’t rlly want to, I just don’t end up going outside, but I do like physical and mental thrill, or getting high just thinking of exciting stuff, and doing it, like sports or something or running, but I don’t do them that often, so uh, yeah.

I am naturally good at art but I don’t rlly do art except to see how cool I can make something or to analyse something, or visualise my inside thoughts, I also have extremely keen eye for aesthetics and I hate bad smelling and ugly things, like I need stuff to look good, or fit an aesthetic somewhat, and spend a lot of time thinking about that.

I am socially extremely awkward, or slow to react and seem rude, like I’m in my head so much I don’t realise they said hi and after like, 5 seconds I realise they said hi, and then I think of how to respond, and then they move on with an impression, and I’m a little stressed cuz I didn’t mean that, idk,

I do become a little people pleasey sometimes or often if they didn’t do anything wrong to me and I think I need to prove how cool I am, but idk, uhm also I like to yap a ton, like now, it gonna be a lot, I just let my thoughts translate onto typing words, and keep typing, idc about structure or grammar too much, I just hate the red underline because it looks annoying, and like an error message.

I ams super bad abt studying and can’t be consistent in anything at all, like I can’t follow any routine long enough or it’ll be super hard to, and barely hang on, but uhm I also can’t stick to one career path also, I keep changing it based on which one seems cooler and more cool looking. Like awesome, thrilling. Tbh I want a job where I don’t have to be too creative, because I get nervous with too many options because I want all the options but I have to choose one, and choosing is rlly hard because I want all of them.

I do have OCD with being clean and I make going bathroom harder than it is, and do think, that’s didn’t have to eat, I wouldn’t have to go bathroom, and then I stop eating, and starve but somehow I still end up going bathroom, so it kind didn’t work.

I do care about appearance and want to look hot or attractive/pretty and also ability mostly speed, and beg for it everyday, but bones can’t change that much, unless without a hassle, and all the money saving to surgeries which may not work, but anyways…

I do like to tease my family by playing dumb or saying annoying stuff but they get Lowky mad so I have to stop, but I find reactions from people super fun, and exhilarating, idc if hat reactions, as long as they are shocked, disappointed, it’s so funny to me, but yeah.

Tbh if you saw me irl, I would be like looking a lil homeless because I do care about appearance but it to be low maintenance, because doing stuff to keep my looks up is too much a hassle, and uh yeah, also I will be extremely quiet especially in indoor places where I think your not supposed to speak, like social rules kinda yk? But in streets or parks I may talk more because it’s more acceptable.

I do kinda am aware of and look at what socially acceptable in places and play around or manilpulate or correspond my actions to desired results often, so uh yeah.

I do often have a think to bring fiction to reality, like I tried to electrocute myself to be the flash, or well hope to get hit by lightning, and trying to be a forensic scientist so I could be in same conditions as flash to be the flash, or after watching Harry Potter genuinely believing I could pull spells off, I do that a lot and people call me unrealistic, smh. 🤦 😔

SORRY FOR BEING A YAPPATRON MB 😭 🙏

So I want to star by saying I am very analytical and analyse stuff a lot, and I also spend a lot of time at home, indoors, but I don’t rlly want to, I just don’t end up going outside, but I do like physical and mental thrill, or getting high just thinking of exciting stuff, and doing it, like sports or something or running, but I don’t do them that often, so uh, yeah.

Also I think I genuinely might be INXP because I stay in my room 24/7 and scared of boys, and girls and have no friends because it takes too much effort I do have like more as they call “shallow” friends but I think they are just friends but none are like deep friends rlly.

I also get bored kinda, and depressed also because how boring life is, and my dreams have more interesting plots and everything. But uhm yeah, idk I just want interesting people and and stuff to happen like new stuff and idk

I am naturally good at art but I don’t rlly do art except to see how cool I can make something or to analyse something, or visualise my inside thoughts, I also have extremely keen eye for aesthetics and I hate bad smelling and ugly things, like I need stuff to look good, or fit an aesthetic somewhat, and spend a lot of time thinking about that.

I am socially extremely awkward, or slow to react and seem rude, like I’m in my head so much I don’t realise they said hi and after like, 5 seconds I realise they said hi, and then I think of how to respond, and then they move on with an impression, and I’m a little stressed cuz I didn’t mean that, idk,

I do become a little people pleasey sometimes or often if they didn’t do anything wrong to me and I think I need to prove how cool I am, but idk, uhm also I like to yap a ton, like now, it gonna be a lot, I just let my thoughts translate onto typing words, and keep typing, idc about structure or grammar too much, I just hate the red underline because it looks annoying, and like an error message.

I ams super bad abt studying and can’t be consistent in anything at all, like I can’t follow any routine long enough or it’ll be super hard to, and barely hang on, but uhm I also can’t stick to one career path also, I keep changing it based on which one seems cooler and more cool looking. Like awesome, thrilling. Tbh I want a job where I don’t have to be too creative, because I get nervous with too many options because I want all the options but I have to choose one, and choosing is rlly hard because I want all of them.

I got bullied often not rlly but I was no mute level quiet and bad posture they kind got to me but I thought it was funny story to tell so I let them bully me because I thought it would get reactions from people later on, lol, but looking back I relapse I was actually being bullied, but uh yeah

I do have OCD with being clean and I make going bathroom harder than it is, and do think, that’s didn’t have to eat, I wouldn’t have to go bathroom, and then I stop eating, and starve but somehow I still end up going bathroom, so it kind didn’t work.

I do care about appearance and want to look hot or attractive/pretty and also ability mostly speed, and beg for it everyday, but bones can’t change that much, unless without a hassle, and all the money saving to surgeries which may not work, but anyways…

I do like to tease my family by playing dumb or saying annoying stuff but they get Lowky mad so I have to stop, but I find reactions from people super fun, and exhilarating, idc if hat reactions, as long as they are shocked, disappointed, it’s so funny to me, but yeah.

Tbh if you saw me irl, I would be like looking a lil homeless because I do care about appearance but it to be low maintenance, because doing stuff to keep my looks up is too much a hassle, and uh yeah, also I will be extremely quiet especially in indoor places where I think your not supposed to speak, like social rules kinda yk? But in streets or parks I may talk more because it’s more acceptable.

I do kinda am aware of and look at what socially acceptable in places and play around or manilpulate or correspond my actions to desired results often, so uh yeah.

I do often have a think to bring fiction to reality, like I tried to electrocute myself to be the flash, or well hope to get hit by lightning, and trying to be a forensic scientist so I could be in same conditions as flash to be the flash, or after watching Harry Potter genuinely believing I could pull spells off, I do that a lot and people call me unrealistic, smh. 🤦 😔

SORRY FOR BEING A YAPPATRON MB 😭 🙏

So I want to star by saying I am very analytical and analyse stuff a lot, and I also spend a lot of time at home, indoors, but I don’t rlly want to, I just don’t end up going outside, but I do like physical and mental thrill, or getting high just thinking of exciting stuff, and doing it, like sports or something or running, but I don’t do them that often, so uh, yeah.

I am naturally good at art but I don’t rlly do art except to see how cool I can make something or to analyse something, or visualise my inside thoughts, I also have extremely keen eye for aesthetics and I hate bad smelling and ugly things, like I need stuff to look good, or fit an aesthetic somewhat, and spend a lot of time thinking about that.

I am socially extremely awkward, or slow to react and seem rude, like I’m in my head so much I don’t realise they said hi and after like, 5 seconds I realise they said hi, and then I think of how to respond, and then they move on with an impression, and I’m a little stressed cuz I didn’t mean that, idk,

I do become a little people pleasey sometimes or often if they didn’t do anything wrong to me and I think I need to prove how cool I am, but idk, uhm also I like to yap a ton, like now, it gonna be a lot, I just let my thoughts translate onto typing words, and keep typing, idc about structure or grammar too much, I just hate the red underline because it looks annoying, and like an error message.

I ams super bad abt studying and can’t be consistent in anything at all, like I can’t follow any routine long enough or it’ll be super hard to, and barely hang on, but uhm I also can’t stick to one career path also, I keep changing it based on which one seems cooler and more cool looking. Like awesome, thrilling. Tbh I want a job where I don’t have to be too creative, because I get nervous with too many options because I want all the options but I have to choose one, and choosing is rlly hard because I want all of them.

I do have OCD with being clean and I make going bathroom harder than it is, and do think, that’s didn’t have to eat, I wouldn’t have to go bathroom, and then I stop eating, and starve but somehow I still end up going bathroom, so it kind didn’t work.

I do care about appearance and want to look hot or attractive/pretty and also ability mostly speed, and beg for it everyday, but bones can’t change that much, unless without a hassle, and all the money saving to surgeries which may not work, but anyways…

I do like to tease my family by playing dumb or saying annoying stuff but they get Lowky mad so I have to stop, but I find reactions from people super fun, and exhilarating, idc if hat reactions, as long as they are shocked, disappointed, it’s so funny to me, but yeah.

Tbh if you saw me irl, I would be like looking a lil homeless because I do care about appearance but it to be low maintenance, because doing stuff to keep my looks up is too much a hassle, and uh yeah, also I will be extremely quiet especially in indoor places where I think your not supposed to speak, like social rules kinda yk? But in streets or parks I may talk more because it’s more acceptable.

I do kinda am aware of and look at what socially acceptable in places and play around or manilpulate or correspond my actions to desired results often, so uh yeah.

I do often have a think to bring fiction to reality, like I tried to electrocute myself to be the flash, or well hope to get hit by lightning, and trying to be a forensic scientist so I could be in same conditions as flash to be the flash, or after watching Harry Potter genuinely believing I could pull spells off, I do that a lot and people call me unrealistic, smh. 🤦 😔

SORRY FOR BEING A YAPPATRON MB 😭 🙏

So I want to star by saying I am very analytical and analyse stuff a lot, and I also spend a lot of time at home, indoors, but I don’t rlly want to, I just don’t end up going outside, but I do like physical and mental thrill, or getting high just thinking of exciting stuff, and doing it, like sports or something or running, but I don’t do them that often, so uh, yeah.

I am naturally good at art but I don’t rlly do art except to see how cool I can make something or to analyse something, or visualise my inside thoughts, I also have extremely keen eye for aesthetics and I hate bad smelling and ugly things, like I need stuff to look good, or fit an aesthetic somewhat, and spend a lot of time thinking about that.

I am socially extremely awkward, or slow to react and seem rude, like I’m in my head so much I don’t realise they said hi and after like, 5 seconds I realise they said hi, and then I think of how to respond, and then they move on with an impression, and I’m a little stressed cuz I didn’t mean that, idk,

I do become a little people pleasey sometimes or often if they didn’t do anything wrong to me and I think I need to prove how cool I am, but idk, uhm also I like to yap a ton, like now, it gonna be a lot, I just let my thoughts translate onto typing words, and keep typing, idc about structure or grammar too much, I just hate the red underline because it looks annoying, and like an error message.

I ams super bad abt studying and can’t be consistent in anything at all, like I can’t follow any routine long enough or it’ll be super hard to, and barely hang on, but uhm I also can’t stick to one career path also, I keep changing it based on which one seems cooler and more cool looking. Like awesome, thrilling. Tbh I want a job where I don’t have to be too creative, because I get nervous with too many options because I want all the options but I have to choose one, and choosing is rlly hard because I want all of them.

I do have OCD with being clean and I make going bathroom harder than it is, and do think, that’s didn’t have to eat, I wouldn’t have to go bathroom, and then I stop eating, and starve but somehow I still end up going bathroom, so it kind didn’t work.

I do care about appearance and want to look hot or attractive/pretty and also ability mostly speed, and beg for it everyday, but bones can’t change that much, unless without a hassle, and all the money saving to surgeries which may not work, but anyways…

I do like to tease my family by playing dumb or saying annoying stuff but they get Lowky mad so I have to stop, but I find reactions from people super fun, and exhilarating, idc if hat reactions, as long as they are shocked, disappointed, it’s so funny to me, but yeah.

Tbh if you saw me irl, I would be like looking a lil homeless because I do care about appearance but it to be low maintenance, because doing stuff to keep my looks up is too much a hassle, and uh yeah, also I will be extremely quiet especially in indoor places where I think your not supposed to speak, like social rules kinda yk? But in streets or parks I may talk more because it’s more acceptable.

I do kinda am aware of and look at what socially acceptable in places and play around or manilpulate or correspond my actions to desired results often, so uh yeah.

I do often have a think to bring fiction to reality, like I tried to electrocute myself to be the flash, or well hope to get hit by lightning, and trying to be a forensic scientist so I could be in same conditions as flash to be the flash, or after watching Harry Potter genuinely believing I could pull spells off, I do that a lot and people call me unrealistic, smh. 🤦 😔

SORRY FOR BEING A YAPPATRON MB 😭 🙏

And I want to ask, what do you spend your days doing? Are you active, going out, or more in your room type.

I also want to ask, do you like analysing things? At all? Like how stuff works or stuff? Thx

And want to see if I do similar, by doing that, I can see if common patterns align I would say but yeah!