u/Certain-Tennis-8129

I have been feeling low for a long time doesn't feel anything tried therapy worked for a while he asked me to do some tasks but I couldn't. Do some then stop ,anything is too much for me. If something remotely made me happy I get scared that something is going to go wrong it is in my mind. When I try happy thoughts always I get a bad one come and ruin my thoughts process with bad past what ifs etc. The thing is even if I start to do anything I will not be able to continue.

مشكلة مواقف السيارات وفتح باب السيارة بقوة ويعدم لك البدي اش تسوي معه في هذه الحالة وهل طبيعي اذا جيت تفتح باب السيارة تحك في اللي جمبك افهم اذا دقة بالغلط لكن اللامبالاة ولا كأنه في احد جنبك ؟ ولا ذا طبيعي عند الناس ؟

This happened to me when I was a child I had surgery on my head which changed its shape. This change affected how my face looked. The face is normal but the head is an odd shape. This affected me during school years even as an adult tried to hide it but still some looks here and there laughing and pointing. No respect when talking been avoiding social gathering . Too scared to go out .any look or say I keep thinking about for days . No self-esteem every time try to confront someone I get scared and fold.

كنت داخل مطعم وانا داخل واحد قاعد مع خويه يقوله السماعات مليانه. اخذت اكلي وطلعت وابغا افهم اش يقصد بذي الكلمة وهل لها معنى معين؟