u/Catarrack

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My life is bullshit. All my siblings (except three), I don't want to even see them ever again.

I'm from a broke ass family with an abusive father. I'm forced to live in hell. My family is so broke we can't afford food. My father refuses to buy food and we are fucking hungry. He even threatens to throw us out if we rebel.

I can't tell anyone because we have some guy from the law on us (I don't remember the name). For my whole live I've Been hiding that I've Been molested twice, did sh and attempted suicide.

Over the span of a year I broke down completely - I am now completely empty and out of sympathy. I don't feel human. I feel like others are animal, rabid Animals, something worse. I've even developed some intrusive thoughts of a psychopath, although I'm fighting them and winning.

Because we're so broke we can't break out of this fuckery. I am lost. We can't go anywhere. I'm forced to suffer.

My school is also abusive. I get suicide thoughts because of it. My teacher gives a ton of work in little time and then rates it.

It's probably not even all. There's way too much stuff for me to even write it down.

I wish I could go back to the cottage at the shore - life was a paradise over there.

Sorry if I'm a nuisance, but I use AI to script, at least a large amount of it.

My last engine/platform I used for game developing (roblox) put insane requirements, so I transitioned to Godot. Since I don't know GDScript, I decided to use AI.

But instead like others I use it to learn - I tell it to do something for me, then I add my stuff to it. For example, I made it make an advanced movement system and I added double jumping.

That's how I learned Luau, by looking at free assets and analyzing them. It helped a lot since tutorials just didn't work.

Since I managed to make an at least enjoyable game for me and my friends there, I thought I could use it in godot too.

I feel colossal guilt because of that. I feel guilty of using AI, yet my brother says I am using it the correct way.

Am I to blame or not?