u/Candid_Gold2003

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u/Candid_Gold2003 — 1 day ago

I sometimes wonder why I wasn't liked by my schoolmates?

What made other students a better choice, what made them judge me? Why I was not included in groups, why I was not given the first or even second preference, why nobody wanted to sit with me, why I was the last option, the compromising one. Why I was the person they could say or do anything to, and still act like it's nothing. How did they treat me so bad that I still doubt my nature, my mindset, and the way I behave. I question if I am boring or just a bad influence? I question if I'm even worthy of someone's time or if others are just talking to me because they've no other choice? I fumble, and my entire personality was changed while I was growing because the impact was subtle but real. Now I find my comfort in saying that I'm socially awkward, that I make embarrassing mistakes, that I'm an introvert just to feel "safe" because I'm still treated the same.

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u/Candid_Gold2003 — 3 days ago

I sometimes wonder why I wasn't liked by my schoolmates?

What made other students a better choice, what made them judge me? Why I was not included in groups, why I was not given the first or even second preference, why nobody wanted to sit with me, why I was the last option, the compromising one. Why I was the person they could say or do anything to, and still act like it's nothing. How did they treat me so bad that I still doubt my nature, my mindset, and the way I behave. I question if I am boring or just a bad influence? I question if I'm even worthy of someone's time or if others are just talking to me because they've no other choice? I fumble, and my entire personality was changed while I was growing because the impact was subtle but real. Now I find my comfort in saying that I'm socially awkward, that I make embarrassing mistakes, that I'm an introvert just to feel "safe" because I'm still treated the same.

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u/Candid_Gold2003 — 3 days ago

I sometimes wonder why I wasn't liked by my schoolmates?

What made other students a better choice, what made them judge me? Why I was not included in groups, why I was not given the first or even second preference, why nobody wanted to sit with me, why I was the last option, the compromising one. Why I was the person they could say or do anything to, and still act like it's nothing. How did they treat me so bad that I still doubt my nature, my mindset, and the way I behave. I question if I am boring or just a bad influence? I question if I'm even worthy of someone's time or if others are just talking to me because they've no other choice? I fumble, and my entire personality was changed while I was growing because the impact was subtle but real. Now I find my comfort in saying that I'm socially awkward, that I make embarrassing mistakes, that I'm an introvert just to feel "safe" because I'm still treated the same.

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u/Candid_Gold2003 — 3 days ago

I sometimes wonder why I wasn't liked by my schoolmates?

What made other students a better choice, what made them judge me? Why I was not included in groups, why I was not given the first or even second preference, why nobody wanted to sit with me, why I was the last option, the compromising one. Why I was the person they could say or do anything to, and still act like it's nothing. How did they treat me so bad that I still doubt my nature, my mindset, and the way I behave. I question if I am boring or just a bad influence? I question if I'm even worthy of someone's time or if others are just talking to me because they've no other choice? I fumble, and my entire personality was changed while I was growing because the impact was subtle but real. Now I find my comfort in saying that I'm socially awkward, that I make embarrassing mistakes, that I'm an introvert just to feel "safe" because I'm still treated the same.

reddit.com
u/Candid_Gold2003 — 3 days ago