I don't know if anyone else can relate...
I just feel so empty. Like I'm a robot who goes through life just existing. I lost all my highschool friends at 19 as we all drifted apart after going out separate ways to pursue our own dreams.
8 years later and I'm still completely and totally alone. I have no friends, no romantic partner no anything.
I wake up everyday feeling like there has to be more to life then just working until I die but at this point I'm not convinced there is.
I want to scream at the world for how modern society is fucked prioritizing online life over real world connections but I can't even bring myself to feel angry about it. I want to cry about how empty I feel inside. But the tears never come.
All there is, all there ever seems to be, is a dark void devoid of any emotion. A pit filled with a yearning for connection that I don't think will ever come.