u/Brilliant_Series4037

I heard a whistling noise at 3 am outside my window it sounded so loud and close even though I live in apartment building on 11th floor. It sounded like a man it was so creepy. I heard it once then after a few minutes I heard it again, my lights were on, then I shut the lights off and shut the window down. It gave me anxiety then I started hearing constant screaming noises from a woman in my ear, I know that wasn't real. But the whistling I heard outside was real. what does that mean, was it a ghost?

I asked if the girl who wronged me and who I blocked will hear about me in the future? Here is the reading: Queen of cups, queen of swords, 8 of pentacles, 7 of wands, 7 of swords, 2

of cups, 5 of wands, page of cups reverse and devil on bottom of deck. My interpretation is she appears emotionally available and caring but is actually critical cold and calculating shes working hard to maintain her appearance and defending her own narrative, with the 7 of swords she is still being deceptive and sneaky probably hiding behind fake accounts to find out about what I’m doing, she may tell others about our past connection and have a fight about it? and with page of cups reverse and devil she will still be obsessed and emotionally immature/manipulative when she hears about me again?

Whenever I told her about my sexual assault incidents including childhood SA she never cared, always blamed me or minimized it. The city where I live. Even though its called THE GREATEST CITY IN THE WORLD. does not care about sexual assault survivors, therapists don’t care, SVU, DA NO ONE. its a misogynistic patriarchal society. That wants you to be “tough”and even women here don’t care and rather see you as competition for male gaze. Am I right to leave my family and country to another without permission. She called the childhood assaults “cultural thing” using tradition and family as an excuse. I feel alone in all this, never found support and am leaving my family and country in a month. They might cut me off financially like they did to my other stepsister who wanted to pursue performance. I’m anxious, nervous knowing I’m taking a risk.

I’m leaving my controlling parents home and tired of the toxic systems of where I currently am and trying to move and travel to another country without their permission. I’m really anxious and nervous about survival. Any advice?

anyone else feel as a fellow 8th houser you are psychic or can read the room before anyone else can?